Interpersonal relations -- Fiction; Spiritualism -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“You told me long ago that I came to help,” she answered, “but they
made it very hard. When I wrote that which burned within my soul
they cared not to hear it, but wanted something that entertained and
diverted them from what they call the cares of life; and I--well, I
was often hungry--so I gave them what they wanted.”
“And did they reward you?”
“You see I have nothing,” she answered. “For a time I had some of the
possessions all value so much; but they are gone.”
“You tried to tell these people what you thought and felt, but they
would not listen, you say; so you told them little foolish tales,
like those that please children, but instruct not, help not, and thus
you passed your life neglecting to unfold your own soul by expressing
it truly. Only the weak and feeble of will, or the indolent and
indifferent, turn back at the first obstacle. Where was your faith?”
“I sold it, as you see, for a pitiful price,” she answered, weeping.
“And were you satisfied?”
“Never. My conscience always lashed me. I have been punished already.
Give me no further penance.”
“It is not ours to punish or pardon, nor in all the universe is there
either punishment or pardon. There is only unchangeable, ever-active
law. Had you done your work well”--
“What is it to do one’s work well?” she interrupted.
And now the woman of the glorious face came near and answered: “It is
to give the highest and best that is in you, without caring whether
it will please or offend; to express truth, as you see it, though the
world be against you; to pay whatever price is asked, though it be
starvation and disgrace for the freedom of your soul, for the soul is
only free when it faithfully follows its IDEAL.”
“Then I know I have not done my work well,” said the woman, sadly. “I
seldom gave my best. I had not the courage. I was afraid the price I
would have to pay would be too high. But what is the fate of those who
do not do their work well?”
The faces of the company were full of pity, as they answered, “They
must do it over again.”
Then the woman wept aloud. “But not just yet,” they said. “You are
very tired; your strength is gone. You shall rest for a time.”
Then one touched her eyes gently, and they closed to the light of this
world!
Helen, dearest, I dreamed that story, and I was the woman who
did not do her best. It always seems to me that I lived long ago
somewhere--many lives perhaps. At times I can almost remember scenes
and people of that far-off time. It may be that it was right here in
this world, and that I have been sent back to do what I left undone.
Or it may be that here in this life I shall not do what I ought to do,
and must come again. Ever with me is the thought that there is some
particular thing for me to do and that I must make haste to find it
and do it, because the time is short.
Part of my work is to find my people--thy own people whom I knew in
that far-away life, you are one of them, and--
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