Interpersonal relations -- Fiction; Spiritualism -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When she awoke, memory was gone, and everything had to be learned
over again. At first her consciousness was very dim, and her strength
feeble, and having slept so long she could scarcely keep awake at all.
But after a time a faint memory of the past came to her, and she saw
that all was different from that other time, which now seemed like a
dream. This was not the same world, nor were these the same people
she had known, for she was in the sad world she had seen in visions,
whose people so persistently and often frantically sought Happiness
and never found it--and that sad world was this in which we live.
She was changed in appearance, too, for when she looked in a mirror
she saw a face that was new to her and a tiny figure. She was like a
child, and everybody called her a child, though to herself she seemed
not to be a child, because part of her memory had come back, and it
was the memory of a woman.
It was very hard to feel like a full-grown person in mind and be
treated like a creature with almost no mind at all. One of the most
painful things she saw was that sometimes the most ignorant and
unfeeling were in positions of power over sensitive children. She
suffered much from the very beginning of consciousness.
To go back to the world she could so dimly remember was her one dream.
But when she spoke of it those about her laughed and said she had
never been in any other world, because there was no other.
Once in a dream she went back, or perhaps it was that some of her old
friends came to her. They told her to be patient; that she had been
sent to help the unhappy ones who had so often called to her; that
scattered all over the planet in which she dwelt now were others like
herself, who had come for the same purpose; that she would meet them
from time to time and that would pay her for much of her pain.
They said, too, that she had a particular work to do here and could
not leave until it was done, but she must find out what it was
herself; that the road would often seem very hard and very long, but
it had an end, and if she did her work well--
There the dream ended; but it comforted her, all unfinished as it was.
By and by her childhood was gone. She was a woman, and went forth to
find her work, earnest, enthusiastic and eager, and they said she had
precious gifts.
“I will paint pictures,” she said, “for always in my mind are noble
faces and figures, like the gods when they walked among men, and these
shall show mankind how glorious it can itself become.”
Beautiful creations, perfect shapes of beauty came forth from her
hand, but the world, for the most part, passed them by. It said, “We
see nothing in these,” and it spoke the truth, for that in them could
only be seen by those like unto them.
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