Bildungsromans; Deception -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
"Mother dear, forgive me." As she spoke, she slipped to the footstool
beside her mother's chair. "I didn't mean to worry you. I don't often
go to pieces in this way, do I? But—you can't understand what I am
going through! It seems so strange not to hear a word after almost five
days! I thought I should certainly get a telegram, at least! Mamma, I
didn't mean that about my name; at least not in the way it must have
sounded. I shall get over that feeling, of course; but you see he did
not know me by any other name; and when you used it, for a second it
almost seemed as though I could hear his voice, and oh, Mother, I
couldn't bear it! I spoke right out, before I thought.
"Mother, it seems as though you must understand what I mean! Don't you
know you told me about how you loved Father so very much even right at
the first? That is the way I feel about Rufus. Mother, I love him with
all my soul, and I always shall! I never before knew what love meant,
that kind of love, I mean and I can't tell you how it almost kills me
to think that you don't believe in him!
"But you know you have hardly seen him. You have just let yourself be
prejudiced by those horrid women who gossiped about him; just because
he, was polite and helpful to those little flappers who were traveling
alone; he showed them the same attention that any gentleman would. But
I don't blame you, Mother dear; I suppose it is natural for mothers to
feel so; when you never have had a chance to find out for yourself what
a wonderful man he is. Besides, think how I helped it along!
"Why, mother, when I think of the way I let that awful Mrs. Dunlap, a
perfect stranger, manage me so that I almost insulted him, it makes me
feel as though I were going insane! Oh, I hope I shall never see or
hear of her again! How could I let her make me treat him so! I don't
see how he can ever forgive me! O, Mother! How can I live any longer! I
wish I could die to-night!"
It was just then that the sound of the door bell pealed through the
quiet house. The sound had instant effect on the nerves of the half
insane girl. She sprang up quickly, evidently making a supreme effort
at self-control, and spoke in a more natural tone.
"I'm afraid that's Nelson! I entirely forgot that he was to come
to-night if he got back in time, to tell me how the vote went; as if I
cared how they voted!"
With this last word, her voice had returned to bitter sarcasm; but
after a moment she continued more quietly.
"Will you see him, Mother, and tell him tell him anything you like?
I simply cannot talk with him to-night; nor with anybody else. Oh,
Mother, kiss me and let me run away!"
By this time the poor mother had no words to offer about anything.
She put her arms around her daughter, kissed her tenderly and opened
the door for her to escape by way of the back hall, just as the maid
appeared at the sitting-room doorway, card tray in hand.
"For Miss Daisy, ma'am. Has she gone upstairs? Shall I take it up to
her room?"
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