An Old Chester SecretDeland, Margaret Wade Campbell
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An Old Chester Secret
Deland, Margaret Wade Campbell
Pennsylvania -- Fiction
"Oh--no, that's not their name," she said, panic-stricken--then saw that
he had meant it as a joke, and said, trying to smile, yes, there _were_
a good many Smiths in the world! Then suddenly her misery rose like a
wave, and swept her into words: "These people are terribly unhappy, at
least the mother is, because--" She paused, stammered, felt she had gone
too far, and stumbled into contradictions which could not have misled
anyone, certainly not Doctor Lavendar. "They, these people, had let
their child be adopted--oh, a great many years ago, because they--they
were not so situated that they could bring him--it--up. But they could,
now. And they wanted him, they wanted him--her, I mean," said Mary; "I
believe it was a little girl. But the little girl didn't want to come
back to them. And the person who had taken her influenced her against
her parents, who had done _everything_ for her!--given her everything a
child could want. It's cruel," said Mary. "Cruel! I know the parents,
and--"
"Mary," said Doctor Lavendar, gently, "so do I."
She recoiled as if from a blow. "No--oh no! You are mistaken, sir. You
couldn't know them. His--his relatives don't live here. They live in
another city. You couldn't possibly know them!"
She was white with terror. What would Carl say? Oh, she must lie her way
out of it! How mad she had been to come here and hint at things!
"I have known Johnny Smith's parentage for several years, Mary."
"I didn't say the child was Johnny Smith!"
"_I_ said so."
"I don't know what you're talking about! The father and mother lived out
West, but _I_ don't know the child. He is nothing to me."
"I wonder," said Doctor Lavendar, half to himself, "do we all deny love
thrice?--for you do love him, Mary, my dear; I know you do."
She tried, in panic denial, to meet his quiet eyes--then gave a little
moan and bent over and hid her face on her knees.
"Oh, I do love him--I do," she said in a whisper. "But he doesn't love
me. . . . And yet he is _mine_--Carl's and mine." Then anger flared up
again: "Who told you? Oh, it was Miss Lydia, and she promised she
wouldn't! How wicked in her!"
"No one told me." There was a moment's silence, then Doctor Lavendar
said, "There were people in Old Chester who thought he was Miss
Lydia's."
"Fools! fools!" she said, passionately.
"No one came forward to deny it."
She did not notice this; the flood of despair and longing broke into
entreaty; how could she get her child--her own child--who considered her
just an outsider! "That's Miss Lydia's influence!" she said.
Doctor Lavendar listened, asked a question or two, and then was silent.
"I am dying for him!" she said; "oh, I am in agony for him!"
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