An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3) — John Shaqi
An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘My dearest, there are many duties involved in that great duty of
honouring your father,’ pleaded Cyril, ‘and perhaps the chief of all
is patience. You must be patient, love; the hour of relenting will come
at last. Duty and filial love will win their reward. But you must never
again speak of your father as you have spoken to-night. It is my duty
to forbid this great sin. I could not see you kneeling at the altar
rails--and put the sacred cup into your hands--knowing you cherished
such a spirit as this.’
‘I will not disobey you,’ she answered, with a grave humility. ‘I will
not speak of my father at all.’
‘And you will endeavour to think of him with kindness, as you used in
the days when you were trying to win his love?’
‘In those days I used to think of him with fear,’ said Beatrix. ‘The
sound of his voice or his footstep always made me shiver. But I had
this saying in my mind, “It is natural for a father to love his
motherless child,” and I did try very hard, very patiently, to make him
love me.’
‘Go on trying, dearest, and the love will come at last. Remember the
parable of the unjust judge. Human love, like heavenly love, is to be
won by many prayers. And if I am to be your lover, and your husband,
Beatrix, I can only be so with your father’s knowledge and approval.
Dearly, deeply as I love you, I will not stoop to win you by deceit and
suppression. I would not so dishonour you, I could not so dishonour
myself.’
‘Let me go then,’ cried the girl, passionately. ‘Throw me away as
you would throw a withered rose into that river,’ pointing to the
dark stream under the Roman arch--shadowy waters on which the distant
stars shone dimly,--‘you will never win me with his consent. He will
not believe in your love for me. He will misjudge and insult you, for
he believes in no man’s truth or honour. He has made for himself a
religion of hatred and suspicion. Why should we make him the ruler
of our lives--why should we accept misery because he wills us to be
miserable? You are quite sure that you love me, Cyril--it is really
love and not pity that you feel for me?’ she asked, suddenly, with a
gush of womanliness.
‘The truest, fondest, deepest love man ever felt. Will that content
you?’
‘It does more than content me--it makes me exquisitely happy. Then,
since you love me, Cyril, and really choose me above all other
women--so many of them worthy to be so chosen--for your wife, you must
stoop a little. You must be content to take me without my father’s
consent, or blessing, and without his money. But we do not care for
that, do we, either of us?’
‘Not a jot, Beatrix. The money is a millstone round your neck. Let that
go, with all my heart. But if you and I were to be quietly married some
day at the old parish church, darling, and were to walk away together
arm in arm into a happy, smiling, useful future, as we might do,--can
you guess what the world would say of your husband?’
‘No--unless it said he was foolish to choose so faulty a wife.’
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