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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
This hardness of her father’s had gradually hardened her feelings
towards him. She had left off hoping for any change in him, and with
the cessation of hope came a stream of bitterness which overwhelmed
every sweet and filial sentiment. As she grew from child to woman, her
memories of the past took a new shape. Well-remembered scenes acted
themselves over again before her mental vision under a new and more
vivid light. She began to see that there had been unhappiness in her
mother’s life, and that her father had been the cause of it, that the
cloud had always come from him.
Brief episodes of that bygone life flashed back upon her with a cruel
distinctness. She remembered herself leaning on her mother’s shoulder
one evening as Mrs. Harefield sat at the drawing-room piano weaving
the sweet tangle of Italian melody she loved so well. It was a summer
twilight, and the windows were all open, the garden was full of roses,
the river was shining under the setting sun.
She remembered her father’s coming in suddenly, and walking up to the
piano. He took her by the wrist with a hard strong hand that hurt her a
little.
‘Go to your governess,’ he said. ‘I want to talk to your mother.’
And then, before she could reach the door, she heard him say,--
‘So you have seen Antonio again.’
Those words haunted her curiously now that she was growing a woman.
Who was Antonio? She could remember no one in the history of her life
to whom that name belonged. It was an Italian name--the name of one of
those Italian friends of her mother’s who came and went in those memory
pictures, like figures in a dream. She could not distinguish one from
the other. They had all pale dark faces, like ivory that had been long
shut from the light, and dark gleaming eyes, and hair like the shining
wings of the rooks in the tall old elm tops yonder. But she could not
recall any one of them who had impressed her, a wondering child of
seven, more than the rest.
Yes, there was one--the one who sang so beautifully. She could remember
sitting on her mother’s lap one evening before dinner, the room dimly
lighted, no one present but her mother and the Italian gentleman. She
remembered his sitting at the piano and singing church music--music
that thrilled her till, in a nervous ecstasy, she burst into tears, and
her mother soothed her and carried her away, saying something to the
strange gentleman in Italian as she went towards the door, and he got
up from the piano and came to them and stopped on the threshold to bend
down and kiss her, as she had never been kissed before in all her life.
She could remember the kiss now, though it was ten years ago.
And he spoke to her mother in Italian, a few hurried words that seemed
half sorrow and half anger.
Was that Antonio?
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