An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 2 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 2 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘I hope you won’t think me conceited if I agree with you, but I really
think she does,’ said Kenrick, remembering that curious fainting fit on
the first evening of Miss Harefield’s visit.
He took heart of grace next day, finding Beatrix alone in the library
an hour or so before the late tea. It was a windy afternoon, late in
March, the sky dull and gray, the wood fire glowing redly, Beatrix
seated in her low chair beside the hearth, with a book on her lap, deep
in thought.
‘I don’t wonder you admire Pascal,’ she said, without looking up, as
Kenrick came towards the hearth. ‘His is a most delicate wit.’
‘I am sorry to say I don’t know anything about the gentleman,’ said
Kenrick. ‘Did he write plays or novels?’
‘I beg your pardon. I thought you were Mr. Dulcimer.’
‘You took me for a better man than I am. All those rows of sober old
books are Greek to me--worse than Greek, for I do know that by sight.
I wonder that you can find so much happiness in this dry-as-dust
collection of the dear Vicar’s.’
‘I don’t know about happiness,’ answered Beatrix, with a faint sigh. ‘I
find forgetfulness. I suppose that is almost as good.’
‘There cannot be much in your young life that you can wish to forget,’
said Kenrick.
‘There is very little in it that I care to remember.’
‘Erase it altogether from your memory then, and begin a new life from
to-day,’ said Kenrick, flinging himself head foremost into a gulf of
uncertain issues, like the diver who plunges into the fatal deep to win
the king’s daughter. ‘Let the beginning of a brighter and happier life
date from to-day. You are one of those flowers of earth which seem to
be born to blush unseen. You, who are so worthy of love and admiration,
have lived hidden from those who could admire and appreciate. But if
a real and unmeasured love in the present can compensate for your
losses in the past, that love is yours, Beatrix. I love you as I never
thought I should love. I did not know that it was in my nature to feel
as strongly as I feel for you. Stop--do not answer me too quickly,’
he cried, reading rejection in her look as she turned to him with the
firelight shining on her face. ‘You will say, perhaps, “I am rich and
you are poor. How am I to believe in your truth?”’
‘I am not capable of thinking meanly of you,’ answered Beatrix. ‘But
you ask me what is impossible. I have made up my mind never to marry.’
‘Will you tell me the reason?’
‘That is my secret.’
‘I am not to be answered so easily, Beatrix. I love you too well to
lose you without a struggle. I have spoken too soon, perhaps. I have
been too precipitate. But I am to go back to India in a few weeks, and
I should like to return with a new happiness--with at least the promise
of your love.’
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