An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 2 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 2 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘I have no love to give you. If you could see into the bottom of my
heart, you would be horrified at its emptiness. The warmest feeling I
have is gratitude to my friends the Dulcimers. Yes, I think that is the
only human feeling you would discover in my heart. That is why I like
to live among these books. They are a world in themselves. They give
me delight, and ask no love in return.’
‘But I am not like the books, Beatrix; I ask for your love, and I shall
not be easily denied.’
And then he told her his dream about Culverhouse Castle. How she was
to reign there--not like his mother, in silence and seclusion, but in
all the power of youth, beauty, and wealth, a queen of county society,
the centre and focus of a happy world of her own, loved, admired, and
revered.
‘I,’ exclaimed Beatrix--‘I, who have been suspected of poisoning my
father?’
‘That shameful slander has never penetrated beyond this contemptible
hole,’ said Kenrick, very disrespectful to Little Yafford in the warmth
of his indignation. ‘For God’s sake, Beatrix, do not let that foul
scandal weigh in your mind. Perhaps that is the reason you reject me,’
he added, slow to believe that he had been mistaken when he fancied
himself beloved.
‘No,’ answered Beatrix, ‘but the only man I ever loved rejected me for
that reason.’
‘Oh,’ said Kenrick, deeply mortified.
After this confession he could no longer doubt that he had mistaken
Beatrix’s feelings towards him. He was silent for some minutes, and
then he exclaimed suddenly,--
‘That man was my cousin Cyril?’
‘He was.’
‘Then my cousin Cyril is a mean hound.’
‘Do you want me to hate you?’ cried Beatrix, angrily. ‘He is not mean.
He is all that is good and noble. Why should his pure life be sullied
by the taint that has fallen upon mine? He, a clergyman, could not
afford to take a wife whom men have suspected of evil. He is like
Cæsar. His wife must be above suspicion. He loved me once. He will love
me always, perhaps, a little better than all other women, as I shall
love him to the end of life above all other men. But he has chosen
something better in this life than a woman’s love. He has given himself
to the service of God. No unholy thing must come within the veil of the
temple. Nothing stained, not even with the suspicion of sin, must enter
there. A priest’s wife must be spotless.’
‘If he could suspect you,’ exclaimed Kenrick, vindictively, ‘he is
unworthy----’
‘Oh, for pity’s sake do not suggest that,’ interrupted Beatrix. ‘I
cannot believe that he could suspect me, having once known and loved
me. It was not his suspicion, but the evil thoughts of others, that
parted us.’
‘Then he is a coward,’ cried Kenrick, honestly angry. ‘A man’s choice
of his wife is a question of life or death for himself. He is both
craven and fool if he allows other people to be the arbiters of his
fate.’
‘But you do not understand,’ urged Beatrix, pleading for the man who
had broken her heart. ‘It is his office----’
‘His office be----’
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