Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
The Social Democrats are destroying with feverish haste everything that
has been built up by generations of Hungarians. Jászi has dismissed the
Rector and the Dean of the University, while Kunfi attacks the elementary
and other schools. The teaching of religion is abolished, patriotism is
banished from the schools, and the national anthem prohibited. The books
used for the teaching of history in the schools are ‘expurgated’ of
everything that entitled Hungarians to take a pride in their past, and
while this is going on the head of the Budapest communal schools informs
the teachers by circular that: “those who cannot, or will not, conform to
the spirit of these times, must take the consequences and stand aside.”
It has all been done suddenly: the events of the last few days have
urged the usurping powers to furious haste, and they are employing every
possible shift to make sure of the future—for themselves.
Life becomes more and more difficult every day, and more and more
people are taking refuge abroad. The rich Jews have long ago sent their
treasures out of the country and have gone into safety themselves. It is
amusing and characteristic that Countess Károlyi’s pearls have emigrated
too, and it has even been said of Károlyi himself that, under the
pretence of furthering the peace negotiations, he also would like to go
to—safer climes. But the powers of the Entente informed him that they had
no wish to negotiate with him.
The mined ground trembles—anywhere is safer than here.
Count Ladislaus Széchenyi and his wife came to take leave of me, and
at this parting I was conscious of the fate which they were escaping
and which still hangs over me. My heart was heavy; Countess Széchenyi,
who used to be Gladys Vanderbilt, had been for years one of my dearest
friends, and now the town will seem empty without her. “I shall do
everything that is possible, out there, for Hungary....” she told me
consolingly. I knew she would, for, though she was foreign born, in the
hours of our greatest trials she was more patriotically Hungarian than
many of her companions who were Hungarian by birth.
“God speed you, Gladys ... shall we ever meet again?”
I got out of their carriage at a street corner and we took leave in the
street. It was raining, and I suddenly felt as if myriads of thin, cold,
slimy cobwebs were surrounding me and holding me captive, while their
carriage broke through the threads of rain and disappeared before my
eyes.... They are gone....
I looked out of the window, and outside the snow was now coming down in
big flakes. It is falling heavily, deep soft snow, for many, many miles
around, covering the roads which lead to happier countries.
How I yearned for far-away things—roads, free roads, beauty, music,
peaceful nights, warm rooms!... It lasted but an instant, and then I
shook it off; I had to go to the other shore of the Danube, where, in
a dark house, behind drawn curtains, in an unwarmed room, women were
waiting for me to address them.
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