Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
He was killed! Many will not understand the portent to Hungary of that
phrase. And yet Tisza’s corpse lies exposed in every Hungarian home, from
one end of the country to the other, in every house, every farm, every
cottage, even there where they do not know, where they laugh.
[Illustration: COUNT STEPHEN TISZA.
_Photo. Koller, Budapest._
(_To face p. 20._)]
The newsboy opened the door and threw the newspapers into the hall. The
papers flew in disorder over the floor. I said nothing about it, though
he seemed to expect some remark and looked back with an impudent grin to
see the effect his action had produced. Yesterday he would not have dared
to do such a thing. To-day the change has affected him too. How quickly
it spreads, faster than civilization! That would take years to cover the
road.
I picked the papers up. Not one had the customary black margin of
mourning. A significant omission on the part of newspapers of Tisza’s
old party; it showed the restraining influence of some unknown power.
His death was reported in neutral words, hidden in some obscure corner,
while one of the papers indulged in a riot of adulation for the National
Council and another shrieked victory over the success of the revolution
which it had prepared. It wrote cynically about Tisza and sneered at his
widow. It referred to the King as Charles Hapsburg and proclaimed in its
columns the republic for Hungary.
At last the Hungarian Liberal and Radical press has removed its mask and
displayed its countenance, which had never been Hungarian, in all its
nakedness. But to ponder these things was unbearable, and the reality
of our misfortune burdened my soul anew with anguish. How shall I tell
mother? I crossed the hall slowly, hesitatingly, and went to her room.
As soon as I opened the door she looked at me inquiringly, as though she
were expecting something.
“Well, what has happened?”
I searched for words to minimise the shock, and then, I don’t know how,
I blurted out: “Tisza has been murdered!” The words sounded sharp and
metallic, like the stroke of an axe when it fells a living tree which in
its fall clears a gap in the forest.
I shall never forget the sudden, painful alteration in my mother’s
face. She, who always managed to look collected, lifted both hands to
her forehead. “What is to become of us?” she asked, in sobs rather than
words. I had never seen her in tears before, and the grief that swept
over me almost stopped my breath: I was so unprepared for her sorrow that
I could utter no word of consolation. Silently I kissed her hand. Then
for a long time we remained silent.
“How did it happen?” she asked at last, in a voice so weary that it was
as if she had travelled a great distance during our silence.
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