Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
In the name of the women of Hungary we made a last attempt to-day to
unite the adherents of law and order. The leaders gathered at my house:
we all realised that this was our last chance. And when at length, after
long discussions, we women were left to ourselves, all we could do was to
sum up our efforts in the words: “we have failed again!”
Before going to bed the housekeeper brought her account books to my
mother. She fixed her inquisitive eyes on me and said: “You look tired,
miss. You’ve had so many visitors to-day! Perhaps it was an important
meeting?...”
Instinctively I answered: “We discussed whether it would be possible
to have the children’s festival this year.” And then straight out, in
self-defence, I asked: “Your fiancé, he is Pogány’s chauffeur, isn’t he?”
She was taken aback by my sudden question and gave herself away:
“He carries Pogány sometimes, sometimes Böhm.”
That was just what I wanted to know.
* * * * *
_March 13th._
Many people are stopping at the street corner, where a new poster is
shrieking from the walls. It represents a giant workman bending over the
Hungarian Parliament, at his feet a bucket of paint, and with a dripping
brush he is painting the mighty mass of granite, which is our House of
Parliament, red. Above the picture is the appeal ‘Vote for the Social
Democratic party.’
The everlasting pile of stones, and—red paint.... That sums it up
completely—even more than was intended.
The other day we stuck up our tiny poster. It was a map of Hungary: on
a white field the green frontiers, and above, in red letters; ‘National
Association of Hungarian Women.’ _They_ are free to cover the walls with
yard-long posters: ours was no bigger than a hand and took up little
enough room, yet they could not tolerate it. I saw a little boy tearing
them off.
“Why do you do that, sonny? It does not hurt you.”
“I get twenty crowns a day to tear down those in national colours.”
All around us foreign invaders are tearing our country to bits with
impunity. In the capital, hired little Hungarian boys destroy its image.
The future lacerating itself.
* * * * *
_March 14th._
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