Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
I think that has pained me more than anything else. The face of that
boy has haunted me ever since I saw it. Whose contrivance is it that we
should come to this? A new teacher walks among the children, a devilish
red shadow has mounted the teacher’s desk. It takes away from us the
last thing that remained to console us. It started many years ago in the
factories, then it prowled about the barrack-squares, and now it invades
the schools. It puts up “confidential” boys and girls in opposition to
the teacher’s authority and gives them everything they were not allowed
to touch before. “It was all stupid lies,” it whispers incessantly, and
gives them the idea of Divinity as a target for their pea-shooters, and
the map of their country, with all it stands for, to make kites with.
It even betrays their parents to them: “don’t respect them!” it says.
“You are only the result of their lasciviousness. They only sought their
own pleasure in your existence, and you owe them neither gratitude nor
obedience.”
The devilish red shadow threatens morals with ever increasing impudence.
“Let the human mind be set free,” said Kunfi, and he replaced religious
teaching in the schools by the exposition of sexual knowledge. Jewish
medical students and lady doctors give erotical lectures to little boys
and girls, and, so as to make their subject quite clear, films are shown
which display what the children fail to understand. I heard of two little
girls who lost their mental balance in consequence of these lectures.
Some children come home disgusted and fall in tears into their mother’s
lap. But there are also those who laugh and say horrible things to their
parents. After robbing the land the theft of souls has started, and Jesus
appeals in vain that the little children be allowed to come unto Him:
they must go no more.
A woman came to our office to-day. “The children turn against me,” she
complained, and her voice broke. “School has robbed me of their hearts.”
I tried to console her, but she only shook her head: “What has been
defiled in the children’s soul can never be cleansed again.”
I did not know what to say. After all, she was right.
* * * * *
Talk is buzzing behind me. Voices are raised. Somebody coming from Sopron
says that the Austrians are covering the whole of West Hungary with
their propaganda. The Czechs want a Slav corridor in those parts, right
down to the Adriatic Sea. Another voice gives news of the British: “Don’t
you know? They have decided that the whole navigation on the Danube is to
pass into the hands of the Czechs, including all Hungarian vessels”....
“The Roumanians are advancing steadily,” says a whisper. “In Paris they
cannot advance the line of demarcation as fast as they pass beyond it.”
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