Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
In the evening a neighbouring farmer came over. He was a faithful old
friend of ours, and now, in his own simple way, he tried to give proof of
his devotion, as if to offer reparation for the wrongs we had suffered.
He asked us if we wanted any vegetables. “Just say the word, there are
a few left in our garden.” And his thoughtful kindness impressed me
more with the change that had taken place in our social order than any
annoying brutality of the street could have done.
Then we talked of other things. He spoke of Tisza and told us with many
lamentations that they were still shooting in town, and that soldiers
terrorised the people from big motor lorries. One railway station had
been pillaged. Another was on fire, so a man told him who had just been
there. The military stores had been stormed by the mob. Barrels of petrol
were rolled into the street, smashed, and the petrol set on fire as it
poured out.
Soon after the farmer left us, the door bell rang, and my brothers and
sisters came, one after the other, up the garden path. Whenever the door
was opened the mist floated in from the darkness like smoke, and the new
arrivals stamped on the mat for a moment or two to rid themselves of the
mud. Slowly we gathered round our mother like birds in a storm.
A fire was burning in the hall, its light playing over the beamed roof,
glinting here and there from the oak staircase which rose high against
the wall. It came and went, flared up a little, flickered, and then died
down.
When daylight had disappeared from the mullioned panes of the window the
shaded lamp was lit on the round table. My mother prepared tea, just as
if things were as they used to be, when we came home chilled. Then she
sat down in her usual place, in the corner of the green velvet couch.
Above her, on the wall, was a fine old etching. It was an old friend of
my childhood, full of stories—_Le garde de chasse_. How I loved to look
at it on Sunday afternoons when it hung in my grandmother’s room! Since
then its old mistress had gone, so had her room—indeed the very house had
been demolished. The picture alone remained. In the foreground on the
edge of a wood, with raised fists and a huge gun on his shoulder, stands
the aged keeper, in an old fashioned beaver and high shirt collar. Cowed
and cringing are two little children, who have been caught in the act of
stealing firewood. And now while the voices of my brothers were humming
in my ears I was struck by something I had never noticed before. How this
picture had gone out of date! Justice has altered. Nowadays the law of
“mine, thine, his” is proclaimed in a new shape.
Thine—is mine, his—is ours! This is the teaching of the new leaders of
the people and the foundation of their power. For many thousands of years
the crowd has learned nothing with such ease, and nothing has ever made
it the slaves of its masters with greater speed.
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