Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
But our corrupt politics had lost a greater struggle than a battle.
Personal hatred and envy brought about the downfall of Stephen Tisza,
and the helm came into inexperienced hands. The power which had steered
till then ceased to be, and while men of the Great Plain, Transylvania,
Upper Hungary and West Hungary were away on the distant battle-fields,
in honour bound, something happened in the crowded capital of the empty
country.
Traces of the silent, clandestine work of undermining became gradually
perceptible. But before its threads could be clearly defined they faded
away and were absorbed by daily life. In the background, as on a stage,
sinister shapes passed. From the sides invisible prompters whispered,
and in the foreground there appeared a figure which day by day grew more
distinct. This figure kept repeating, louder and louder, the secret
promptings, as though they were his very own.
That man was Count Michael Károlyi.
* * * * *
I shivered as I pondered these things. Then some noise outside
interrupted my thoughts and I remembered the night’s warning.... Hours
may have passed since I sat down at my writing-table. The light of my
shaded lamp fell in a narrow wedge on to the sheet of paper in front of
me, my head was still between my hands.
What was that?... Again the same noise. Then suddenly with relief I
realized what it was. Near my window some mortar from the tiles had
rolled from the roof into the gutter, quietly, like a shiver passing over
the lonely house. I listened for some time, then I buried my face again
in my hands and my thoughts wandered back by the path of recent events,
picking up on the way fading memories which had been thrown to oblivion.
The picture of our great past was grand and full of dignity. Details
stood out. Scenes gained colour. The expression of people’s faces became
clearer, and now and then one could look behind the veil of things. That
which was far away had become history, whereas the present was warm,
throbbing, human life.
How did it happen? And when? At the time train after train was rolling
across Hungary, long military trains, carrying the troops from the freed
Russian frontier towards the Italian and French fronts. The end of the
war had never seemed nearer. The hope of victory carried all hearts with
it. Even the prophets of evil portent became mute, and the possibility
of an honest peace appeared like a mirage on the horizon. The frontiers
of Hungary will not change: that was our only condition of peace—we have
never wanted anything else. And then the road will be clear for the
second thousand years.
But then, all of a sudden, a shining blade seemed to pierce the air.
There was a flash of light, and the light lit up a new wound. What had
happened. Who had caused it?
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