Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
The house stood amid a sad, grey morning. Through the fog a continuous
drizzle was heard in the woods, and along the road a muddy stream gurgled
in the broken gutter. The people in the electric trams going townwards
were just like the morning itself: grey, wet and sad. They spoke of the
mutiny in the Russian camp.
“They have been disarmed”.... “Not at all, they have spread over the
country....” “They pillage in small bands, like the escaped convicts.
They too broke out on the news of the revolution. They captured a train
and came, all armed, towards Pest. On the way they fought a regular
battle, with many dead and wounded; the rest escaped.” ... “No, they did
not. They enlisted as sailors.”
There was panic and confusion in all this talk, and nobody seemed to know
anything for certain.
The tram turned round the foot of the hill. At the stopping place I
bought a newspaper. The papers were filthy, and the woman who sold them
did not take much heed of me; she was talking politics with a hawker who
sold boot-laces and moustache wax at that spot.
“Give me the _Budapesti Hirlap_.”—But the paper which for the last ten
years had fought, practically single-handed, against the machinations of
the destructive press was not to be had. The woman thrust another paper
into my hand. The tram went on and I began to read. As if announcing a
glorious victory the head-lines proclaimed in immense type: “ON THE WHOLE
FRONT WE HAVE LAID DOWN OUR ARMS! IN CASE OF OCCUPATION WE HAVE ASKED FOR
FRENCH OR BRITISH TROOPS.” Something stabbed and tore my heart: Gorlice,
Limanova, Lovchen, Doberdo....
The newspaper continued: “Six weeks are needed for the conclusion
of peace.... The King has relieved the new government from its
allegiance.... The government has decided in principle for a Republic
and has extended its programme by this condition.... The Government
has sworn allegiance to the National Council at the Town Hall ... the
touching scene, which buried a past of a thousand years, passed amidst
indescribable enthusiasm.”
Our arms laid down! Foreign occupation! The King has relieved the
perjurers! A republic in Hungary! And one of the most important papers
in Hungary writes of all this as if it were the accomplishment of long
cherished hopes, as if it rejoiced that “the past of a thousand years”
had been buried! Not a word of sympathy, of consolation.
Then something suddenly dawned on me: in this paper a victorious race
was exulting over the fall of a defeated nation! And the defeated, the
insulted nation was my own!... So they hated us as much as all that,
they, who lived among us as if they were part of us. Why? What have we
done to them? They were free, they were powerful, they fared better
with us than in any other country. And yet they rejoiced that we should
disappear in dishonour, in shame, in defeat.
I threw the newspaper away—It was an enemy.
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