Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
But the officers of the garrison are there! There may be about four
hundred, perhaps more, all soldiers, all armed, all men. They will not
stand it, they will rush at the Minister of War, catch hold of him by his
red tie and string him up to the nearest lamp post like a depraved beast.
My heart was hammering, and for a moment I had to turn away. It would not
be a pleasant sight, and after this who will keep the army in hand? Who
will take up the arms that are to be thrown away? He proclaims anarchy!
He does not want to see any soldiers.... And within the cordon cheers are
raised!
“Take the oath!” shouted Linder. Even then I had hope. Surely something
must happen. The men will suddenly regain consciousness. In 1848 the
Imperial High Commissioner Lambert was stabbed to death by the crowd on
the floating bridge, though what was that foreigner’s guilt compared with
the guilt of these Hungarians? Surely they cannot remain quiet like this?
They are going to tear him to pieces. A hundred naked fists—why perhaps a
single one could do it.... Oh for that ONE, gracious God!
[Illustration: “KÁROLYI STOOD ON THE STEPS.”
(_To face p. 60._)]
Within the military cordon the officers of the garrison stood in a row,
stood there and took the oath. The soldiers of the King swore obedience
to Michael Károlyi’s National Council.
A burning sense of shame rose within me. And then, suddenly, something
seemed to open my eyes, and I saw beyond men and events. Those officers
in the square could not be, all of them, deserters and hired traitors.
Surely there were some among them who had taken an honourable share in
the tragic Hungarian glory of the war, who had suffered just as I had.
They were soldiers, and as if it were a dishonour to be so, that fellow
dared to tell them to their face that he did not want to see soldiers any
more. And these words will run all over the town, and to-morrow they will
be racing across the country and will reach the frontiers where they will
lie in wait for the armed millions returning from the front.
Some vile spell, the dazzle of some occult charm, held the crowd
fascinated and cowed all into a lethargy of terror. What power could
it be? Whence did it come? What was its end? For neither Károlyi, nor
Linder, nor Oscar Jászi possessed that demoniacal influence which crushes
will power and opposition, makes cowards of brave souls and drags
honour in the dust. This force did not rise to-day or yesterday; it is
the result of thousands of years of savage hatred and bestial will for
power, a monster begotten in obscurity, which, safe from attack, has
spread across the globe, waiting its opportunity, setting its snares with
cunning, watching for the hour when it can strangle its victim as with a
rope.
And now it will strangle us too! Our time has come!
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