Communism -- Hungary; Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
Now I was on the platform. I had to walk a good distance before I shrank
into the corner of my compartment. The train was a long time in
starting, and human shapes were hurrying down the corridor. A fat man
tore the door open and looked inside as if searching for somebody. Then
I, too, looked on the ground like those anxious to hide.
Suddenly the columns before the window slowly began to move. Then the
shape of goods sheds passed slowly by. The wheels rattled over the
points. Then the compartment became lighter: we had reached the open
track. And as the train gathered speed I knew that I had left the town,
with its People’s Commissaries, its police, its prisons, behind me. I
was free!
For a moment I realised this, then again my consciousness became dimmed
and a pleasant fatigue overcame me. From the window I watched the
telegraph wires rise, then came a post and jerked them down, then they
rose again till the next post came. I turned to look at my fellow
travellers. Every seat was occupied. In one sat an officer whose
insignia of rank had been torn from his collar, leaving the marks of
three stars. His field-gray cavalry cap was ornamented with a red
rosette. As soon as Budapest was left behind us he took his cap off and
threw the rosette out of the window. An old lady looked on in alarm and
drew away from him: her husband wore the ‘red man’ ostentatiously in his
button-hole. Both seemed scared. Opposite sat a well-dressed man, who
buried his face deeply in a book, using it as a screen. I looked at it:
_The Workmen’s Library_. On the title-page was the drawing of a book
from the pages of which sprang a naked, unkempt workman, holding a
burning lamp in his hand. This lamp, I suppose, represented the light
spread by the contents of the book. I strained my eyes to catch the
title: it ran “_The Principles of Communism_, by Frederick Engels.
Translated by Ernest Garami.”
Why read it now? I thought. Why did he not read it long ago? Why have
not all those who suffer to-day read it long ago? It was there, always,
in their midst. Its principles were set out in a thousand publications,
in a thousand minds. These little books have been doing their work for a
long time, and their wrappers were pink only because for the time being
they did not dare to demonstrate outwardly that they were red.
“The slave is sold once for all. The proletarian has to sell himself
every day, every hour.... The slave frees himself if he abolishes the
institution of slavery. The proletarian can only free himself by
completely destroying private property. This cannot be achieved by any
other means than by a revolution.” And in the Socialist revolution there
is an end to the family, the country, and religion.
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