pardoned her, have you? So much the better.’ ‘Oh,’ replied he, with a
satisfied air, ‘I became convinced—’ ‘Ah, that she was innocent, very
good.’ ‘No, I became convinced that it was altogether physical.’”
Caroline smiled.
“The opinion of your admirer reduced this weighty trouble to what is,
in this case as in yours, a very petty one.”
“A petty trouble!” she exclaimed, “and pray for what do you take the
fatigue of coquetting with a de Lustrac, of whom I have made an enemy!
Ah, women often pay dearly enough for the bouquets they receive and the
attentions they accept. Monsieur de Lustrac said of me to Monsieur de
Bourgarel, ‘I would not advise you to pay court to that woman; she is
too dear.’”
WITHOUT AN OCCUPATION.
“PARIS, 183-
“You ask me, dear mother, whether I am happy with my husband. Certainly
Monsieur de Fischtaminel was not the ideal of my dreams. I submitted to
your will, as you know. His fortune, that supreme consideration, spoke,
indeed, sufficiently loud. With these arguments, —a marriage, without
stooping, with the Count de Fischtaminel, his having thirty thousand a
year, and a home at Paris—you were strongly armed against your poor
daughter. Besides, Monsieur de Fischtaminel is good looking for a man
of thirty-six years; he received the cross of the Legion of Honor from
Napoleon upon the field of battle, he is an ex-colonel, and had it not
been for the Restoration, which put him upon half-pay, he would be a
general. These are certainly extenuating circumstances.
“Many women consider that I have made a good match, and I am bound to
confess that there is every appearance of happiness,—for the public,
that is. But you will acknowledge that if you had known of the return
of my Uncle Cyrus and of his intention to leave me his money, you would
have given me the privilege of choosing for myself.
“I have nothing to say against Monsieur de Fischtaminel: he does not
gamble, he is indifferent to women, he doesn’t like wine, and he has no
expensive fancies: he possesses, as you said, all the negative
qualities which make husbands passable. Then, what is the matter with
him? Well, mother, he has nothing to do. We are together the whole
blessed day! Would you believe that it is during the night, when we are
the most closely united, that I am the most alone? His sleep is my
asylum, my liberty begins when he slumbers. This state of siege will
yet make me sick: I am never alone. If Monsieur de Fischtaminel were
jealous, I should have a resource. There would then be a struggle, a
comedy: but how could the aconite of jealousy have taken root in his
soul? He has never left me since our marriage. He feels no shame in
stretching himself out upon a sofa and remaining there for hours
together.
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