Anathema: A Tragedy in Seven ScenesAndreyev, Leonid
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Anathema: A Tragedy in Seven Scenes
Andreyev, Leonid
Andreyev, Leonid, 1871-1919 -- Translations into English; Russian drama -- Translations into English; Tragedies (Drama)
I am afraid.
_He advances toward the Guardian irresolutely,
in zigzag movements; lies down on his belly and
crawls, wailing with longing and fear._
Oh, I the prince of darkness, wise and powerful, and yet you see--I am
crawling on my belly like a dog. And I am doing it because I love you,
I want to kiss the hem of your cloak. But why does my old heart ache
so much? Tell me, Omniscient.
GUARDIAN.
The accursed one has no heart.
ANATHEMA.
_Advancing._
Yes, yes. The accursed has no heart, his chest is mute and motionless
like the grey rock which does not breathe. Oh, if Anathema had a heart,
you would have destroyed him long ago by his sufferings, even as you
destroy the foolish man. But Anathema has a mind that is searching for
the Truth, unprotected against your blows--spare it.... Here I am at
your feet, reveal your face to me. Only for an instant, as brief as the
flash of lightning,--reveal your face to me.
_He cringes servilely at the feet of the Guardian, not daring, however,
to touch his cloak. He is vainly endeavoring to lower his eyes, which
are quick and searching, sharp, flashing like coals beneath grey
ashes. The Guardian is silent and Anathema continues his fruitless and
persistent entreaties._
Do you not want to do it? Then call the name of Him who is beyond the
Gates. Call it in a soft voice, and no one will hear it; only I will
know it, the wise Anathema, longing for Truth. Is it not true that
it consists of seven letters? Or of six? Or of one? Tell me. Only one
letter--and you will save the accursed one from eternal tortures, and
the earth, which I am tearing with my nails, will bless you. You may
say it softly, softly, you may only breathe it, and I shall understand
it, and I shall bless you.... Tell me.
_The Guardian is silent, and Anathema, after some
hesitation, full of fury, crawls away slowly,
growing holder with every step._
It is not true that I love you.... It is not true that I wanted to kiss
the hem of your cloak.... I feel sorry for you, if you believed me....
I simply have nothing to do, so I roam about in the world.... I have
nothing to do, so I question the passers-by about this and that,--about
things I know myself.... I know everything!
_He rises, shakes himself like a dog that has just
come out of the water, and choosing the highest
rock, stands up there in a haughty, actorlike pose._
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