In addition to the fact that this persecution was becoming dangerous
and threatened to kill all his sensibility, he had reached the stage of
manhood at which a thinking man perceives the urgency of dividing his
life into two parts, and of ceasing to confound the things of the
intellect with the exigencies of the senses. The statue of Aphrodite
was for him the sublime pretext of this moral conversion. The highest
realization of the queen’s beauty, all the idealism it was possible to
read into the supple lines of her body, Demetrios had evoked it all
from the marble, and from that day onward he imagined that no other
woman on earth would ever attain to the level of his dream. His statue
became the object of his passion. He adored it only, and madly divorced
from the flesh the supreme idea of the goddess, all the more immaterial
because he had attached it to life.
When he again saw the queen herself, she seemed to him destitute of
everything which had constituted her charm. She served for a certain
time to hoodwink his aimless desires, but she was at once too different
from the Other, and too like her. When she sank down in exhaustion
after his embraces, and incontinently went to sleep, he looked at her
as if she were an intruder who had adopted the semblance of the beloved
one and usurped her place in his bed. The arms of the Other were more
slender, her breast more finely cut, her hips narrower than those of
the Real one. The latter did not possess the three furrows of the
groins, thin as lines, that he had graved upon the marble. He finally
wearied of her.
His feminine adorers were aware of it, and though he continued his
daily visits it was known that he ceased to be amorous of Berenice. And
the enthusiasm on his account doubled. He paid no attention to it. In
point of fact, he had need of a change of quite other importance.
It often happens that in the interval between two mistresses a man is
tempted and satisfied by vulgar dissipation. Demetrios succumbed to it.
When the necessity of going to the palace was more distasteful to him
than usual, he went off at night to the garden of the sacred
courtesans. This garden surrounded the temple on every side.
The women who frequented it did not know him. Moreover, they were so
wearied by the superfluity of their loves that they had neither
exclamations nor tears, and the satisfaction he was in search of was
not dashed, in that quarter at least, by those frenzied cat-cries with
which the queen exasperated him.
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