“Let him alone, my dear. Unlike most men, I retain only the eulogistic
portion of the judgments people pass upon me. Timon has given me his;
others will praise me on other points. It would be impossible to live
in the midst of unanimous approbation, and I regard the very variety of
the sentiments I provoke as a charming flower-bed in which I desire to
breathe the scent of the roses without tearing up the spurge.”
Chrysis moved her lips in a way which showed clearly how slight was the
value she set on this man and his cleverness at terminating disputes.
She turned towards Timon, who shared her bed with her, and put her hand
on his neck. “What is the aim of life?” she asked him.
It was the question she usually asked when she was at a loss what to
say to a philosopher; but this time she introduced a tender note into
her voice, and Timon fancied he detected a declaration of love.
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Nevertheless he answered with a certain calm:
“Each one has his own object in life, my Chrysis. There is no object
universal and common to all beings. For my part, I am the son of a
banker whose clientèle is composed of all the great courtesans of
Egypt, and, my father having amassed an enormous fortune by ingenious
methods, I restore it honourably to the victims of his favours by
sleeping with them as often as the strength the Gods have given me
allows me to do so. I have decided that my energy is only susceptible
of performing one duty in life. I have chosen this duty because it
combines the exigencies of the rarest virtue with contrary
satisfactions that another ideal would support less easily.”
During this speech he had slipped his right leg behind those of
Chrysis, who was lying on her side, and he tried to part the closed
knees of the courtesan as if to give a precise object to existence for
that evening. But Chrysis did not humour him.
There was a silence for several minutes; then Seso began to speak.
“Timon, it is very annoying of you to interrupt at the very beginning
the only serious conversation of which the subject is capable of
interesting us. At any rate, let Naukretes speak, since you are so
spiteful.”
“What shall I say about love?” answered the Guest par excellence. “It
is the name given to sorrow to console those who suffer. There are only
two ways of being unhappy: either we desire what we have not, or we
possess what we desired. Love begins with the first, and comes to an
end with the second, in the most lamentable state, that is to say, as
soon as it succeeds. May the gods preserve us from love!”
“But to possess unexpectedly,” said Philodemos, smiling; “is not that
true felicity?”
“What a rarity!”
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