Now Madame Perceval sounded really severe. "I didn't expect to hear you talk quite so foolishly, Philippa. You are tall, yes, but you can turn that into an advantage later on. And perhaps right now you're a little awkward, but you'll outgrow that. Incidentally, have you forgotten that Maggie Campbell's sister, Liz, has a brace on her leg? and she's one of the most popular girls in her class. And as for being blitzed or underground, remember that the girls who are in the difficult and defensive position are the German girls. They've had a hard time of it here, some of them. It wasn't easy for Erna, for instance." "Yes," Flip persisted stubbornly, "but they were all in it and I wasn't in it at all." "Neither were the other Americans," Madame said sharply. "I'm beginning to realize what the other teachers meant." Flip looked as though Madame Perceval had struck her. She pleaded, "Please don't hate me because I've been the--the way I've been. Please. I'll try not to be. I'll try to be different. I do try. I just don't seem to know how. But I'll try harder. And I know it's all my own fault. Truly." "Very well," Madame Perceval said. "Go on back to the Common Room now until time for Study Hall." "Yes, Madame." Flip started to leave but when she got to the dining room she turned and said desperately, "Madame, thank you for telling me. I--I guess I needed to be told how awful I am." For the first time Madame Perceval smiled at her, but all she said was, "All right, Philippa. Run along." And she gave her a little spank. 3 Flip spent the rest of the week waiting for Saturday and sighed with relief when Paul was at his usual place by the shutter when she reached the chateau. Ariel ran dashing to meet her, jumping up and down and barking. I feel as though I'd come home, Flip thought as she waved at Paul. "Hello, Flip!" Paul called. "Down, Ariel! Down! Come here this instant, sir!" Ariel went bounding back to Paul who held him by the collar and Flip thought again how much he looked like the page in the tapestry. "Hello," she said, her heart leaping with pleasure because Paul was so obviously glad to see her. She had dug Eunice's discarded gift of Chanel No. 5 out of her bottom drawer and put a little behind her ears, and had brushed her hair until it shone.