"That it had not been destroyed, but only paralysed, I felt when
the news of you speaking out against the tribunal arrived. With a
feverish excitement, which rejuvenated me and let me become aware
of the energy of my living soul again, I followed the reports from
Venice. When I heard about the failure of your high-minded
venture, I fell back into the old, mind-numbing depression for
just a short moment. In the next moment, something like a
fire-storm penetrated all of my senses. My decision had been
made, to carry out the work, which you had been unable to perform
by the open means of justice and the law, by means of violence and
a horrifying kind of self-defence, with the arm of the invisible
judge and avenger for the salvation my precious native country.
"Since then, I have incessantly examined this decision and found
that my intentions could not be condemned. I am solemnly aware of
the fact that it is not hatred against those persons, not revenge
for the pain I have suffered, not even the just sorrow for the woe
which has come over my loved ones, which arms my hand against the
tyrants. What moves me to take on the task of saving an entire
enslaved people and to execute the sentence by myself, which in
other times the collective will of a free nation used to pronounce
over unjust rulers, who are out of the reach of the arm of a
judge, - this is neither selfishness nor the vain lust for fame;
it is merely a debt I owe for having spent my youth in idleness,
and which your look, when we were in Morosini Palace, admonished
my to pay.
"May God, whom I beseech to protect my cause, mercifully grant me,
as the only replacement for all He has taken from me, that in a
liberated Venice I shall once more be able to shake your hand.
You will not reject my blood-stained hand, which will thereafter
rest in no friend's hand any more; for he who has performed an
executioner's duties has been consecrated to a lonely life and has
to shun the sight of his fellow men. But if I should perish by my
deeds, he whose respect I care for the most will know that the
younger generation is also not entirely without men who know how
to die for Venice.
"This letter will be delivered to you by a reliable man, who has
exchanged the garments of a secretary of the inquisition for a
monk's cowl, to atone by means of fasting and prayer for the sins
of the republic, for which his pen had to serve. Burn this page.
Farewell! Candiano."
After the banished man had finished reading the letter, he sat
there for about one hour, regarding the fateful pages in deep
grief. Then, he held them over the flame, scattered the ashes
into the fireplace, and restlessly paced up and down the room
until the early morning, while the unfortunate man, whose
confession he had read, had long since fallen asleep like someone
whose cause is just and who has heaven on his side. - -
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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