This was indeed true. After the second assault against the
inquisition of the state, Signora Giovanna had been walking around
in deep thoughts for one day, and as the night fell, an ever
growing excitement had come upon her. She was now firmly
convinced that her Orso's spirit had been the perpetrator; for
only a bodiless shadow would be able to escape for a second time
the thousand spying eyes which were guarding Venice. She put on
her best clothes and decided, since she was expecting nothing less
than a visit of her departed husband, to be ready to receive him,
spending the entire night at the top of the stairs. In a touching
confusion of these concepts, she had prepared a favourite dish of
her husband, laid the table with three armchairs by its side, and
could not be persuaded to eat a bite of it herself. In this
state, she sat awake for the larger part of the night. Only after
the small lamp in the corridor had gone out, Marietta, calling
Andrea to her aid, succeeded in bringing the poor woman back to
her room and to bed. A fever broke out, not dangerous, but strong
enough to render her unconscious for several hours a day. Andrea
watched all of this with deep sympathy, and the moving words the
ill woman uttered in her delusions tormented him a lot. He had to
admit to himself that he was to blame for the confusion of this
good soul, and Marietta's sad looks depressed him more heavily
than all the bloody secrets he carried around with him.
With this burden, Andrea strolled past the Doges' Palace one
afternoon and, for a long time, stood by the narrow canal which
flows along under the high arch of the Bridge of Sighs. Whenever
he started to waver in his decisions and he began to doubt in the
moral justification of the office of a judge which he had taken
on, he fled to this place and confirmed his determination by
looking at these ancient walls, behind which thousands of victims
of an irresponsible power had sighed and gnashed their teeth,
believing in the righteousness and the necessity of his mission.
The sun shone with blinding rays through the mists of September,
rising up from the water. This quay, which had at other times
been swarming with people, was unsettlingly quiet. The gloomy
looks of the soldiers, marching noisily up and down under the
arcades of the palace, were liable to scare away the loud
cheerfulness of the people passing by. Andrea could hear clearly
that from a gondola, which was just arriving at the Piazzetta, his
name had been called. He recognised his friend, the secretary of
the ambassador from Vienna.
"Do you've got time?" the young man called out at him, "If so,
come on board for a while, and join me for a stretch of my way.
I'm in a hurry, but would still like to talk to you once more."
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