Especially Andrea, who had thought for a long time that he was
free from all those ties with which one person would tie himself
to another, who seemed to be dead to all those small reasons for
living due to that one, fearful goal which he had set out for
himself, was astonished at how much the thought of having to make
do without that young man for several weeks did pain him. But
soon, the wish forced itself upon him that he would never meet him
here again, before he had not succeeded in his work. He was
resolved to write a letter to the mother and to urge her with
mysterious warnings not to consent to her son's return to Venice.
Once he had made this decision, he was relieved of a great burden.
He instantly went home, in order to carry out his plan.
But in his gray room, where no ray of sunlight ever entered and
the barren wall of the alley inhospitably stared at him through
the iron bars, he was seized by such a violent restlessness and
uneasiness that he, whenever sat down to write, threw away the pen
and paced to and fro like a predator in its cage. He felt
perfectly certain that this feeling did not rise from the depth of
his conscience, that not the fear of being found out and being the
subject of vengeance was partially disturbing his soul. Just this
very morning, he had again come face to face with the secretary of
the tribunal and could see for himself how completely at a loss
the tyrants were. The wounded inquisitor of the state was still
between life and death. The longer this state of uncertainty
lasted, the more the existence of the triumvirate itself was
questioned. Another successful strike against the shaky building,
and it would be in ruins for ever. Andrea did not doubt for a
moment that providence, having guided his hand up to now, would
also allow him to succeed in his final effort. At no time, he had
doubted in his mission. And when today, the indistinct
premonition of a great tragedy made him restless, his own actions
and plans had no part in it.
It was already getting dark, when he heard a quiet cough on the
other side by Smeraldina's window, the agreed sign that the girl
wished to talk to him. Lately, he had neglected her pretty much
and was rather inclined to continue the acquaintance today,
partially to escape his own thoughts, partially to keep his access
to the tribunal by means of news from the palace of the countess,
and perhaps even to get to one of the inquisitors. Swiftly, he
stepped to the window and greeted her. The chamber-maid received
him with cold condescension.
"You've been avoiding me," she said; "it seems as if you had made
other acquaintances in the meantime, whom you prefer to your
neighbour."
He assured her that his feelings for her were unchanged.
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