Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
Moreover, he was one of Mr. Gordon's favourite collectors, unmarried,
brilliantly clever, first man of his year, an exceedingly welcome
figure in society. Nor did the fact that he had golden prospects
detract from his popularity. He was a tall, spare, clean-shaven man,
with a slight stoop, a square forehead and jaw, wavy chestnut hair,
deep china blue eyes, and a well-cut, eloquent mouth; indeed, it was
almost as eloquent as his clever blue eyes. He could talk well, think
closely, act wisely; but he was neither an athlete nor a sportsman;
every snipe in its jeel, or tiger in the Terai, might rest in peace
without fear of Alan Lindsay. His tastes were social and academic,
and found other outlets than a spinning fishing-reel, or central-fire
cartridges.
One day, by a strange chance—in the whirligig of time—Angel found
herself back in the same neighbourhood where she had accepted her
guardian as her husband. She walked down to the old well and the
tamarind trees one afternoon quite alone. Angel had come there on
purpose to meditate and review the past, and found the locality
absolutely unchanged. There were the same tufts of grass, the same
cracked stones, the same red sunset—possibly the very same black
ants. One might have quitted the scene but yesterday. She, too, was but
little altered; only for the wedding ring on her finger it might almost
be the very self-same Angel who had pledged her troth at this spot two
years previously. She sat with her chin on her hand, her eyes fixed on
the stretching plains, her thoughts very far away, as anyone could see,
contemplating with an inward gaze the last two years. She recalled the
whirl, the excitement, the importance of being a bride, a married girl
with a fine house of her own, lovely presents, lovely frocks, tribes of
friends, servants, carriages, horses—and a husband.
A domestic sovereign, her wishes were law. She was indulged and
cherished in every possible way, but at the back of her mind there
was a want; Philip, her first friend, did not love her as she loved
him—she had bestowed her love with a fatal prodigality, whilst he
merely cared for her as a pretty child, whom it was his pleasure to
protect and indulge. Undoubtedly in his eyes—no matter what he said
to the contrary—he still seemed to see her as a girl in a pigtail,
instead of a woman who was clothed in the dignity of marriage. Nor
had he attempted to bridge the gap of years—he was generally so
serious—would it not have been wiser to have returned to grandmamma,
who took nothing seriously but the pleasures of life! and—perhaps she
would have married the young baron who had adored her. Surely it was
better to be the one who was booted and spurred, than the one who was
saddled and bridled.
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