Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Yes," she replied, in answer to her friend's exclamation, "I am indeed
a wretched-looking specimen. I've had this fever before, and I know how
it takes it out of me—between the fever in my blood, and the fever
in my mind, I am almost extinct. See," and she held up an envelope,
"he will keep on writing to me, although I never answer his letters. I
think it is so cruel of him: and he comes here every day. His steamer
leaves Bombay on Saturday, but he swears he will not leave India till
he sees me again."
"Yes?"
"He will never see me again. No more than if I had died—I am dead, my
heart is dead."
"Oh, Elinor, don't say that. You love me a little, and so many, many
people love you."
"If they knew what you and I know, do you think they would love me?"
"Yes, and more than ever."
"But do you realise that I ache—yes, that is the word—to see Alan, to
hear his voice, to look at him even once more—before he goes away,"
and her voice shook, "for ever? Do you know that I have written to
him—oh, so many letters—mad, wild wicked letters, and destroyed them.
I believe there is another spirit in my body, not the old restrained
conscientious Elinor, but a mad, crazy spirit, who prates of love and
the world well lost. Oh, my dear, you see in me a very sick woman
mentally and physically—you are my doctor."
"What can I do for you?" and Angel laid her cool hand on her
companion's burning head. "Tell me. I will do anything to help you."
"You can meet Alan—take him my good-bye to-morrow. Tell him he must
leave on Saturday. People are all wondering why he stays on? and are
looking about for the inducement. Tell him I shall often think of him,
and pray for him, and pray that he may live a good unselfish life,
share his wealth with others, and be happy. When we are old, old people
we may perhaps meet—and that is all—except—good-bye."
"I will give him this message, and _how_ he will hate me!"
"No, no, he likes you." A long pause, then with an abrupt change of
tone, "And so Mrs. Waldershare is in Marwar?"
"Yes. She stayed for a few days with the Blaines, and now she has gone
to the Imperial Hotel because she wishes to be independent."
"What is she like?"
"She is dazzlingly beautiful, with great dark eyes that seem to go
right across her face."
"Yes, I hear she is very good-looking and alluring."
"And most fascinating; all the world admires her, and is making a fuss
about her. We are giving a dinner for her to-morrow, and have asked
the little baronet, and the Blaines, and Captain Hailes. Well, now, I
must go; I hear Philip talking to your husband. What about to-morrow?
When shall I see Mr. Lindsay? If he calls on me the servants will
hear every word—our house is so open—there are twelve doors in the
drawing-room. We might walk in the garden if it——"
"I'll tell you; drive down to the polo, and pick him up in your cart. I
hate to ask you to do this for me—do you think your husband will mind?"
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