Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"She shall not devour her—I'll see to that," he said, playfully.
"No, but she will use her as her blind, and her banker."
"Well, I think you may trust Mrs. Gascoigne," he said, "her conduct
has always given evidence of extraordinary good sense, and a certain
amount of latent force." As Mrs. Gordon had excellent reason to
acquiesce in this dictum, she was silent.
But her instinct had not deceived her, day by day—nay, hour by hour,
Angel fell more and more under the elder woman's influence. It was as
if she had been hypnotised, she surrendered her will to her, and took
up a subordinate position with unquestioning resignation. Although the
clever widow was careful not to offend any of the girl's prejudices
and susceptibilities, the household was ordered to Mrs. Waldershare's
liking,—and the servants hated her almost as bitterly as the dogs.
Never put out, never excited, the lady rolled along over all little
obstacles, a veritable Juggernaut of self. She instituted late
hours—Angel was naturally an early bird. She enjoyed elaborate and
dainty meals, Angel preferred very simple fare; she liked long drives
in the moonlight, sometimes keeping the horses out till midnight;
occasionally she took Mrs. Lacy with her, or Sir Capel, and Angel
remained at home. Lola was so clever, so seductive, so persuasive,
that everything she said or did had the air of being absolutely
faultless—the one and only speech or action possible under the
circumstances.
She and her hostess sat a good deal together in the darkened
drawing-room, for now that the weather was warmer, punkahs were moving,
"tatties" were installed. Mrs. Waldershare knitted silk ties and
socks with firm white fingers, whilst Angel drew, and sometimes they
scarcely exchanged a word in an hour. Lola was not talkative, she never
talked simply for the sake of conversation. Her silence impressed
Angel far more than speech; she felt that Lola could tell her so much
if she would, yes, so much about Philip, and she was sensible of a
certain awe, and the strivings and painful contortions of a never-to-be
appeased curiosity, and what was worse, a sleepless jealousy. She was
humbly conscious that she was far inferior to this calm, beautiful,
dignified creature, and as she stole long glances at her companion,
she would tell her envious heart that Philip had been engaged to her
for four years, twice as long as she had been his wife. He had known
Lola for thirty years! How could a man outgrow a love like that? It was
rooted in his very childhood. Lola had some dim intuition of what was
passing in her companion's thoughts, and smiled, saying to herself,
"Silly girl, she is always wondering. How wretched I could make her if
I chose!"
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