Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Oh, yes," and she gazed up at him with swimming eyes. "Of course—you
are my cousin Philip—but you don't live with me, and I am so
miserable," she faltered. "The servants push me about, and the children
pinch me, and Colonel Wilkinson calls me a liar and—a little devil."
Here she broke down and, resting her head on her skinny arms, sobbed
hysterically.
"He did not mean it, Angel," protested her cousin. "I am sure Colonel
Wilkinson was not in earnest; he is a kind-hearted man, and looks the
soul of good humour."
"_Looks!_" she flashed out furiously. "Yes, and he is good-humoured
with the children, but you should see him when the bearer brings his
account, or when a shop bill comes in. I wish you saw his looks then!
And he hates me. Only this morning he said I was a viper on his hearth
and a curse. Oh," with another outburst, "I wish I was dead—like my
own father."
Gascoigne dismounted hastily and putting his hand upon her shoulder,
said, "Come, Angel, this is very bad. You are a silly child, and
imagine things—it's all the hot weather, and you are feeling a bit
slack and out of sorts. You will soon be up in the hills, gathering
pine cones and orchids."
"No, indeed I shan't," she rejoined, as she raised her head and
confronted him with an expression of despair on her small tear-stained
face. "Mother says she can't afford it this year. She is going to
send baby to Mrs. Browne, but we must all stay down. Oh, how I
hate Ramghur," and her eyes roved over their brick-coloured, dusty
surroundings, "I wish I was dead."
"My poor Angel! this is melancholy news. Why should you cut yourself
off at the age of nine? I hope you have a long and merry life before
you."
"Why should I live?" she demanded fiercely, "no one wants _me_."
"Don't you think your mother wants you?"
"No," she answered breathlessly in gasps, "she has the children—she
would never miss me. They went off in the bullock bandy, so dressed
up and noisy, Pinky in mother's own blue sash, all going to enjoy
themselves, and not one of them even looked back. The servants are at a
funeral, and I've been alone the whole evening."
This pitiful tale was illustrated by a pathetic little face streaming
with tears.
"Now then, listen to me, Angel," said the young man, impressively, "I
believe you've been running about in the sun, and have got a touch of
fever, and besides, you take things too much to heart."
"No I don't," she answered passionately, "everyone says I have no
heart—and no one cares for me."
"That's bosh," he protested, "your mother cares—and so do I." Here he
stooped, and dried her tears with his own handkerchief.
"Do you really, cousin Phil?" suddenly seizing his hand with her hot
nervous fingers. "Really—not make-believe?"
"I never make-believe—really."
"Then—I am—glad," and now the elf clasped his arm, and looked up at
him fixedly, "for I _do_ love you, as much as mother, yes, and more
than the whole big world."
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