The worst thing in it all (reflected Charles, with worriment, in the
street-car) was that Sarah and the Oldmixons were far from being brazen
hussies; they were really nice girls, only sharpened a little by tedium
and the creeping fear of "failure." Odd though it seemed, they actually
remained almost completely unconscious of their own processes. And still
it had taken him and Talbott nearly a year to get out of the soft
vicious circle; and still he remembered distinctly that they had then
agreed upon the following as their invariable rule of conduct,
thenceforward: Never be polite to a womanly girl, unless positive you
want to marry her.
A _year_! And of course he had never kissed Sarah and the Oldmixons,
either....
Charles went on his rounds in a humor of fatalistic despondence. The
mood proved premature, decidedly: while there is life, there is hope.
And it seemed that he, by too much thinking, had wrongly discounted the
promising aspects of his case. He had builded rather better than he
knew.
When his lesson with Miss Grace was over, at four-thirty that afternoon,
the tutor said gloomily:--
"I can't stay for tea to-day. But I think I'll just stand here, and look
out of the window a little while."
Of course, after yesterday, there could be no more tea-taking. Equally
of course, caution was more needed than ever. "Don't wait for me,"
muttered Charles, reconnoitering, to Miss Grace. And then he forgot her
entirely as his eye, shooting out the window, fell upon Donald Manford
sauntering carelessly along, over the sunny street.
From the Choristers' window, Charles gazed out at his young friend with
moroseness and moody envy. What he had told Angela about this youth was
(by chance) almost literally true. Donald--hitherto a hard worker,
through Mary Wing's unceasing influence--_was_ visibly relaxing the ties
he was so soon to sever; he _had_ come home in distinctly a holiday
humor. And a lot of good that did him, Charles! Donald walked Washington
Street there with utter free-and-easiness, with almost insolent
impunity. Dull, lucky Donald! He, of course, did not have the devilish
gift; Donald kissed no one. No one viewed Donald as her own true man; no
home-maker chased him all over the city in a Fordette.
Behind him, Miss Grace pushed a flat button on the wall and said:
"Tea'll be ready in a minute, Mr. Garrott. You really might as well
stay, you know, as stand there looking out of the window."
The tutor made no reply. In fact, he did not hear Miss Grace. By strange
luck, he was in the grip of an extraordinary, a truly fascinating
experience. Quite suddenly, his ears had been captured by a sound from
the street, a sound that had an arresting familiarity among all other
sounds, a peculiar whirring, a rumbling, and a snorting, insistent,
growing louder. Upon earth, was there but one noise like that?
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