"Well,--in conclusion, as you public speakers say,--I was only going to
add that I didn't know enough to swallow my own medicine. The trouble
seems to be--Well, take the horrible thing called sentiment now, that
makes a sophisticated realist so sick. I look about me and, try as I
will, I seem to see the disgusting thing very much alive and
kicking--not something made up by a fourth-class writer to tickle
shopgirls, but actually playing a prominent part in the hard world round
me, all the time, everywhere. I seem--"
"I don't see how any one could deny that!"
"It wouldn't seem so, would it?" said Charles respectfully, and a sudden
faint gleam came into his eye. "But really isn't that what they do, in
effect? Here am I, as an observer, seeing men and women all round me
doing things they don't want to do, giving up things they do want to
do"--did his voice, too, acquire a thin edge?--"for immaterial reasons
that can only be traced to some inner ideal--hated word! And then here
am I, as a writer, required to deny all these observations of mine--and
for what reason? Merely, as far as I can make out, to keep some sour
chap with a defective liver, probably a German to boot--why are Germans
so pessimistic, do you know?--from calling me a sentimental ass. Of
course we admit," he prattled on, taking note of the passing streets,
"that sentiment is weak and childish and Victorian, and 'idealism' is
the screaming joke on Western civilization. Still, isn't it my only
business as a writer to find out whether or not these contemptible
things do act and react in the life I see? And if they do--must I
represent the contrary, merely to please the peculiar taste of a small
sad school that has no God but a second-hand mannerism bagged from dear
old Europe?--By the way, are you in a special hurry now?"
"Why, no. Not at all."
"Good!--Eustace," called Charles through the tube, "drive more slowly."
And then, feeling himself completely master of the situation now, the
young man said with quite a gay laugh:--
"And to add to all my other troubles, I've deliberately gone and taken
Woman for my subject! That will make you smile! You remember you warned
me in advance it was a theme I didn't know the first thing about."
But Mary was not observed to smile.
"I did say that, in fun once," she said, punctiliously, after a
perceptible pause--"but, of course, I didn't mean it--in any literal
sense. Indeed, I think--"
"But you were right--absolutely!--that's just what I want to say! I 'm
finding out more and more every day how true that word was. This whole
Movement now--what is it? What's it for? Blest if I know! The last time
we talked about it, you may remember, I took the ground that the
Movement--or what I supposed was the Movement, that week--suffered by
confusing itself with another propaganda it hadn't a thing under the sun
to do with. But--"
"No--what propaganda? I don't remember."
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