Charles Garrott, on his ladder, was heard to take one breath, sharply.
After that, no sound came from him. Quite motionless he sat, in the
chance position in which the sudden disaster had overtaken him: long
arms dangling from his knees, large feet hooked under a ladder-rung,
some distance down. He hardly winked an eye.
Mary Wing was crying. That painful hard tension had snapped; the
indomitable slim figure drooped beaten, for once. She, also, made little
sound in her peculiar difficulty. But her body shook with a stormy
racking. And it hurt her, he was sure; hurt her physically, as if she
couldn't find tears without breaking something inside....
Strange it seemed that once, in this very room, and only the other day
really, he had wanted to see Mary cry. He had thought of it then as a
desirable sort of symbol, hadn't he?--something of that sort. What did
her tears have to tell him now? Then he had conceived himself as
watching her emotion, moved doubtless, but yet with a secretly gratified
masculinity. Now every heave of those slender shoulders was like a
clutch upon his heart.
And still there was something in Charles that was not distress at all.
He was aware of another and quite different inner sense--peace, the end
of struggle, fulfillment--he could not say what it was. It was strange.
He was not unhappy....
There came, after a time, signs that his friend was overcoming that hard
revolt of feelings too much put upon. Even in the beginning she had
never seemed to abandon herself, quite. At length, somewhat
unexpectedly, she moved, turned from her seat under his eye, and,
rising, went away to the office's one window. There she stood, her back
toward him. And presently she began to clear her throat, with nervous
quick coughings.
Through this, Charles had not spoken, or thought of doing so. To pat
Mary's shoulder, this time, had not entered his head. His instinct
seemed to feel the banality of any intrusion upon her freedom: she
should weep or not weep, just as seemed best to her. Now, as his grave
eyes followed her, it occurred to him that his presence here had been,
and was, a considerable intrusion. And about the time he had reached
this conclusion, Mary spoke, naturally enough, except that a sharp catch
of breath broke her sentence in the middle.
"I'm giving you ... a pleasant visit to-day."
The young man stirred on his perch. He answered, oddly, with a sort of
growl:--
"That's right! I'm a fair-weather friend. Keep things pleasant for _me_
all the time--or good-bye."
His heroine was sniffing repeatedly, in the humanest way. She kept
clearing her throat. Her movements made it clear that she was searching
busily for her handkerchief. However, there lay her handkerchief on the
table, under his eye. And if she, perhaps, hardly wished to turn and
come for it just now, no more did he see his way clear to going and
taking it to her.
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