"I _do_ feel that it's good! I'd swear it--before a publishers'
convention. But--it doesn't happen to be the story I want to write any
more. I'm not interested in it."
There was another pause.
"It doesn't represent you now, I suppose? And the one you do want to
write?--you're writing it, aren't you? Judge Blenso says you work till
all hours of the night--and this is going to be your masterpiece."
"I shall have to caution the Judge about this, I see. We won't have a
friend left, between us."
"But I'm interested, very much so. I've wondered ... Do you remember your
speech at the Redmantle Club last winter--on work for women? Do you think
you'd make the same speech to-day?"
"Oh," he said, lightly, "I don't know quite so much as I did last
winter, you see. I'm not in the class with the lady in Sweden any
more.... Why do you suspect my--loyalty?"
"Suspect?--no. I was only deducing from what you just said. I know
something about the point of view you took in 'Bondwomen'--you told me
once--and now if you're so dissatisfied with it that--"
"No!--no! It isn't that! My point of view hasn't changed at all. It's
only--"
He glanced down at her, and away, suddenly struck with hidden
significances, abruptly recalling that this woman beside him had played
hardly less part in the making of "Bondwomen" than in "Bondwomen's"
final consignment to the Morgue....
"I--I want to approach the whole question differently--lay a different
emphasis--that's all.... But if I believed in the value of work last
year, as--as a liberal education in responsibility--I believe in it ten
times as much now. Don't you know that?"
"I'm glad you feel so. And that's what you're going to say in this
book?"
"Hardly anything else."
They walked on a little way in silence. The afternoon was fine; the last
flickers of a vernal sun danced along the sidewalks. Many people moved
on the promenade. The passing moderns attracted the favorable gaze of
not a few acquaintances. In appearance, Mary was judged one of the
variable women. She, the worker, with her habitually colorless face and
faintly fragile look, responded remarkably to dress, as Charles had once
before had occasion to note. And to-day, she was dressed as for a holiday
and a fête. However, he hardly looked at her once, throughout the brief
walk.
"Do you know," she said suddenly, again with some touch of
consciousness, he thought,--"every conversation you and I have had for
months has been about _me_? That came over me, with a sort of shock--the
other day. I feel that there's a great arrears to make up. And I doubt
if you know how much I've wanted to hear about this book--since you told
me you had your 'line' straight at last. See how I remember.... Don't
you mean to give me any idea what the story's to be about?"
The young man's heart seemed to move a little within him.
"Can you imagine a writer's turning away from an opening like that?"
"Well--but when will you?"
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