"Yes, I know. But in the first place, you see, I couldn't very well be
spared from the house. I do every bit of the work, except cooking and
washing, and mother doesn't expect ever to touch the housekeeping any
more. It takes so much time, and worry, and our cook is _awful_, because
we can't afford to pay but twelve dollars a month, and, of course, a
good servant won't work for that! And besides, father wouldn't dream of
allowing such a thing, Cousin Mary. He'd think it was--was just
charging him with being a failure, and not able to take care of his
family!"
It was a sufficiently conclusive statement, as Cousin Mary seemed to
feel; she did not argue back, but replied understandingly, and mentioned
that Harold Warder felt the same way about women's working. So Angela
felt the moment to be favorable for explaining her deeper points of
view.
"And, Cousin Mary, even if I made mother take back the housework, and
father'd let me do it," she said, with a girlish hesitancy that became
her well, "I wouldn't _want_ to go into an office--or have a business
career. I--just feel differently about all those things. I have no
ambitions that way--at _all_!"
Cousin Mary, who chanced to be standing near, surprised her by stooping
suddenly and pinching her cheek.
"Tell me what your ambitions are, Angela, dear."
"Well--you probably--I don't believe you'd understand exactly what I--"
"On the contrary, for two cents I'll tell you what they are myself."
"Well, what?" said Angela, gazing up with unfeigned interest. "Tell me
what you think?"
"They really can be stated as one, my guess is," said Mary, smiling in
the nicest way: "To be a good wife to the man you will love some day."
Color flowed suddenly into the girl's upturned face. By a strange
coincidence, Cousin Mary had stated the ambition in the very words
Angela herself would have used. But, though maidenly embarrassed, she
would not lower her gaze as if she were ashamed of her ambition, or
overborne by her cousin's hard masculinity.
"I know," she said, pink and sweet, "you think that's just a--weak
womanly ambition! I know you aren't much interested in my kind of
things, Cousin Mary."
"Indeed, you wrong me," said Mary, her smile dying. "I don't feel that
way at all."
And through her shot the irrelevant thought: "Why does she call me
Cousin Mary, all the time? I'm only four years older than she."
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