He wished her a good-afternoon. In a stately silence, he traversed the
spacious corridor, stalked down the handsome stairways. For the moment,
he could not get his thought back to the concrete; the sting of defeat
possessed him, the bitterness that is the portion of the friend of
women. And then, in this mood, shaking the dust of the High School from
his feet, he encountered, of all inopportune people under the sun, Miss
Flora Trevenna.
He came upon the unhappy girl standing in a corner of the outer
vestibule, beyond the great bronze doors; she stood alone, looking off
down the twilight street. Her head turned at the sound of Charles's
feet; recognition came hesitatingly into her glance, and she bowed,
smiling remotely in the absent or reserved way which seemed to be
characteristic of her. It was clearly on a second thought that she spoke
suddenly, in her fluty voice:--
"Oh!--could you tell me whether Miss Wing is still in the building?"
Pausing, his hat stiffly raised, the young man said that Miss Wing was.
"You'll find her in her office--on the third floor at the front, you
know."
"Thank you."
But, as he bowed and passed on, the Badwoman made no move to enter and
ascend. She stood as he had found her, waiting, aside: a solitary and
withdrawn figure, for the moment to the perceiving eye not untouched
with pathos.
But Charles, proceeding, could see in this figure only the witting cause
of all the trouble. He had spoken kindly enough to Miss Trevenna: now
suddenly all his accumulated and complex resentment seemed to gather and
pour out. Couldn't the woman leave Mary alone, even on this day? But
no--of course she couldn't! She who had claimed her Happiness over her
mother's heart would see nothing amiss in seeking to scramble back to
good repute by the same general route. It was her Higher Law to throw
her blight over all who might assist her: over her friend, Mary Wing, no
more than over her own young sisters, from whom (Judge Blenso said)
people were already silently dropping away, now that it was known that
the "free" Miss Flora came sometimes to the house.
_Free!..._ Was not here, indeed, that underside of "Freedom," that true
reverse of Taking My Happiness, which the New speakers never mentioned?
This girl conceived freedom just as a Developed Ego would conceive it,
as an order of things in which she should be "free," while everyone
else, going on as usual, sacrificed and denied to uphold her comfort and
support her illimitable selfishness. In her goings out and comings in,
she would take no thought but for her Self. And there she stood, no
leader of a new dawn, but a true enemy of the common good: a female
Anti-Social, a lawless Egoette, who maintained that the world was
ordered and the sun set in the heavens, that she only might indulge
herself where her whim led....
On the corner the young man halted, shook himself slightly, and glanced
up and down. A brief anxiousness crossed his face, followed by an air
of irresolution.
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