Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Single mothers -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Mrs. Kennedy flushed, too, but couldn’t deny it. She had before her
mind’s eye the descent of her family--how she had sunk below her
parents’ level, just as Angelica had grown up coarser and more ignorant
than herself. Unaccountably there came to her the memory of another
afternoon when she had been scrubbing stairs, like to-day, but in the
home of her girlhood; a summer afternoon, long, long ago. She remembered
that she had complained of being tired out, and her mother had bidden
her go up-stairs and lie down. And she remembered--how well!--stretching
herself out on the bed in the neat, darkened room, and her stout, kindly
mother bringing her up a cup of tea.
Her thoughts lingered with her mother, a sober Scotch-woman, living out
her life in the shelter of her own home. A nice home, too; a little
frame house in Brooklyn, comfortably furnished, modest, but not without
dignity. The suppers there, her mother, her sandy-haired, anxious little
father--assistant to a grocer--and herself, sitting at the little round
table covered with a red checked cloth, with the bland light of the lamp
on their faces--she saw it painfully, bitterly well; and her father
asking who was that young chap who had walked home from the chapel with
her, and her mother pretending to frown. They were so proud and pleased
with her prettiness and briskness, so hopeful for her!
For just a moment she passionately resented her rôle of parent, forever
giving and giving. She wanted to have one person on earth concerned with
_her_ fatigue, _her_ sorrow. She sat quite still before her little
supper, lost in her thought. Then some slight movement of her child’s
brought her back to life, and she looked up with her little sigh.
Poor, poor Angelica! Poor lovely, unhappy thing, working in a factory!
Wouldn’t that have shocked her grandparents? Wouldn’t they have been
shocked at Angelica, anyway--her swagger, her language, her point of
view! Her heart melted with pity for her child.
"I don’t blame you, Angelica," she said. "I know how hard it is to get
on with that sort; but, deary, what better can you do? One job’s as bad
as another. The thing is to do your best and trust in Providence. I’ll
do the best I can to make things happy for you here at home. We’ll have
our little treats. We’ve always been happy together, haven’t we? It’s
our lot in life to have to work hard and get very little. We’ve got to
put up with it, and just be as happy as we can."
"No, I’m not like that. I’m--no, I _won’t_!"
She wasn’t able to express her rebellion, her vehement longings, but her
mother understood her very well.
"I was just like you," she said mournfully; "restless--always after
something new--anything for a change. I wanted--the Lord knows _what_ I
wanted!"
She poured out another cup of tea.
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