Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Single mothers -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
And her mother hadn’t the heart to tell her the truth--that even in
memory the ardent, enchanting lover was supplanted by the querulous and
unshaven sufferer who lay dying for months and months of some disease
which they didn’t understand, and which the busy doctor didn’t trouble
to explain to them.
"I hope you’ll be sensible, Angelica," she said.
She saw well enough that her story had made no sort of impression upon
her child. Angelica was still so young that what happened to other
people and what happened to her had no connection in her mind. She
fancied that all her experiences, as well as all her ideas, were unique.
Her mother could read in her face that she was thinking now, not of her
mother’s past, but of her own future.
"I hope you’ll be sensible," she said again. "Try to learn to be
satisfied with your lot in life. That’s how all my troubles began--being
discontented. Try to be satisfied."
"No, I shan’t," said her rebellious child. "Listen, mommer!"
"Well?"
"I was thinking. I don’t know--but I thought--maybe there’s something in
this."
She handed her mother a scrap torn from a newspaper.
CHEERFUL young lady wanted as companion for invalid; experience
unnecessary. Apply Thursday morning to Mrs. Russell, Buena Vista,
Baycliff, Westchester.
"But, deary, don’t you see?" cried her mother, startled. "You don’t mean
that _you’d_ try for that?"
"Why not, mother?" demanded Angelica, flushing.
"But, deary, don’t you see? It’s--they’ll--they wouldn’t want a girl
like you."
"_Why not?_" she asked again, still more fiercely.
But her mother wouldn’t say it. Anyway, she knew that Angelica
understood her meaning perfectly.
"A waste of carfare," she said. "All that money--there’s no sense at all
in your going. There’ll be dozens after the place--girls that--that’ll
suit better."
Her object was to spare her child the humiliation she foresaw for her--a
factory girl, a bold-eyed, ignorant young thing in the cheapest sort of
clothes, offering herself to a lady as a companion! Herself brought up
in a quite different way, accustomed to recognizing, without snobbery
and without resentment, that there were in the world groups of people
better and groups worse than her own sort, she could not comprehend
Angelica’s attitude. Angelica envied without admiring. In fact, she
despised "rich people" almost as much as her father had, but her
ambition in life was to be one of them.
"I’ll risk the carfare," she said. "I’m going to try, anyway.
You know, mommer, maybe they’re sick of those silly little
dolls--‘ladies’--especially if it’s an invalid. They said ‘cheerful,’
you know."
"All ladies aren’t silly dolls," said Mrs. Kennedy, displeased. "And I
don’t know as you’re so cheerful, Angelica."
"I could be, if I wanted. Anyway, I’m going to try. I’ll just take the
fare. I’ll give you all the rest, mommer."
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