Country life -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
"I like to be kind," said Mrs. Douglas, "but I don't take any credit
for being kind. It's just my nature to want to give. The people who
hate to give and yet make themselves do it are the ones who ought to be
commended. It has always been my great desire to add a little to the
happiness of the world, and I would never forgive myself if I thought I
had added by one jot or tittle to the pain."
"I am very sure you haven't done that," Ann assured her. "You are the
very kindest of funny little bodies, and when I call you 'Ella Wheeler
Wilcox' I don't really mean it. But you must admit that it is often
very vicarious kindness, and the burden of it falls on your family.
Oh, the deplorable people who have come to us 'for a stop' because you
thought they were lonely and neglected! Of course, they were, but it
was because it almost killed people to entertain them; there's a reason
for everything in this world. But what a shame to laugh at your
efforts! Never mind. There are those
'Who, passing through Baca's vale,
Therein do dig up wells,'
and you are one of them. But to go on with your _Life_. Didn't you
leave Inchkeld quite soon after Mark was born? I know Robbie and Jim
and I thought it very hard lines that he should have been born in a
lovely old historic city, while the rest of us had to see the light
first amid coalpits and linoleum factories. Mark never let us forget
it, either."
"Mark was two months old when we left Inchkeld. When the Kirkcaple
congregation called your father he felt he ought to go. Oh! but we
were a thoughtless couple. It never gave me a thought to leave the
people who had been so good to us. I just took everybody's kindness as
a matter of course. I was too young to realise how rare such kindness
is, and their interest in the baby, and their desire to have us stay in
Inchkeld seemed to me no more than natural. I was amused and pleased
at the thought of going to a new place and a new house. You can hardly
get changes enough when you are eighteen. In middle life one's most
constant prayer is that God will let things remain as they are. What
was that you were reading me the other night? I think it was from
Charles Lamb."
Ann leant back in her chair and pulled a little green book from a
bookshelf. "This, I think it was," she said, and read:
"'I am content to stand still at the age to which I am arrived; I, and
my friends, to be no younger, no richer, no handsomer. I do not want
to be wearied by age, or drop like mellow fruit, as they say, into the
grave....'"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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