Left alone, still crouching on her door-step, Ann, with fixed eyes and a
face like carved stone, watched him move away in the soft moonlight, the
very embodiment of youth and faith. She twisted her cold hands between
her knees and moaned. What was the matter with her, anyway? Was it
possible that the recent raging fires of her life’s triumph were already
smouldering embers, half covered with the ashes of cowardly indecision?
Was she to sit quaking like that because a mere youth wanted his toy?
Was she not entitled to the sweet spoils of victory, after her long
struggle and defence? Yes, but Virginia! After all, what had the
innocent, sweet-natured girl to do with the grim battle? Never, in all
Ann had heard of the constant gossip against her, had one word come from
Virginia. Once, years ago, Ann recalled a remark of Mrs. Waycroft that
the girl had tried to keep her mother from speaking so harshly of the
lone brunt of general reproach, and yet Virginia was at that very moment
treading the crumbling edge of the self-same precipice over which Ann
had toppled.
The lone woman rose stiffly and went into the house to go to bed—to go
to bed—to sleep! with all that battle of emotion in her soul and brain.
The clock steadily ticking and throwing its round, brass pendulum from
side to side caught her eye. It was too dark to see the hands, so she
lighted a tallow-dip, and with the fixed stare of a dying person she
peered into the clock’s face. Half-past ten! Yes, there was perhaps time
for the rescue. If she were to get to Chester’s in time, her judgment of
woman’s nature told her one word from her would complete the rescue—the
rescue of Jane Hemingway’s child—Jane’s chief hope and flag of virtue
that she would still wave defiantly in her eyes. Without undressing—why,
she could not have explained—Ann threw herself on her bed and buried her
face in the pillow, clutching it with tense, angry hands.
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