"Joe, I’ve come to tell you that I’ve been a bad woman; I’ve been a bad,
sinning woman since away back there when you married Ann. Things you
used to say to me, I reckon, turned my silly head. You remember when you
took me to camp-meeting that night, and we sat through meeting out in
the buggy under the trees. I reckon, if it was all to do over you
wouldn’t have said so much. I reckon you wouldn’t if you’d known you
were planting a seed that was going to fructify and bear the fruit of
hate and enmity that would never rot; but, for all I know, you may have
been saying the same things to other girls who knew better how to take
them than I did."
"Oh, Jane, I was a fool them days," Joe Boyd broke in, with an actual
flush of shame in his tanned face.
"Well, never mind about that," Jane went on, with a fresher
determination under his own admission. "I reckon I let it take too
strong a hold on me. I never could give up easy, and when you got to
going with Ann, and she was so much prettier and more sprightly than me,
it worked against my nature. It hardened me, I reckon. I married soon
after you did, but I won’t tell about that; he’s dead and gone. I had my
child—that was all, except—except my hate for Ann. I couldn’t stand to
see you and her so happy together, and you both were making money and I
was losing what I had. Then, Joe, we all heard about—we all learned
Ann’s secret."
"Don’t—for the love of mercy—don’t fetch that up!" Boyd groaned.
"But I _have_ to, Joe," Jane persisted, softly. "At first I was the
happiest woman that the devil ever delighted by flashing a lying promise
with his fire on a wall. I thought you were going to scorn her, but I
saw that day I met you at the meeting-house that you were inclined to
condone the past, and that drove me wild; so I—" Jane choked up and
paused.
"I remember that day," Joe Boyd said, with a deep breath. "I’ll never
forget it as long as I live, for what you said dropped me back into the
bottomless pit of despair. I’d been trying to think she’d been straight
with me _since_ we married, but when you—"
"What I told you that morning, Joe, was a cold, deliberate lie!"
"A—a—" he stammered. "No, no, you don’t mean that—you can’t mean—"
"Every—single—thing—I—told—you—that—day—was—a—lie!" Jane said, with an
emphatic pause between each word.
"I can’t understand. I don’t see—really, Jane, you can’t mean that what
you said about Chester’s going there day after day when my back was
turned, and that you saw them together in the woods below your house
that day when I was—"
"Everything I told you was a lie from the devil, out of the very fumes
of hell," Jane said, pulling off her bonnet and looking him squarely in
the face. "A lie—a lie, Joe."
"Oh, my God!" Boyd cried. "And I, all these years I have—"
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