"Well, I’d better be going, Ann," he said. "There is no telling when
somebody might come along and see me here, and start the talk you hate
so much. I come all the way here to tell you how low and mean I feel for
taking Jane Hemingway’s word instead of yours, and how plumb sorry I am.
You and me may never meet again this side of the Seat of Judgment, and
I’ll say this if I never speak again. Ann, the only days of perfect
happiness I ever had was here with you, and, if all of it was to do over
again, I’d suffer torture by fire rather than believe you anything but
an angel from heaven. Oh, Ann, it was just my poor, weak inferiority to
you that made me misjudge you. If I’d ever been a _real_ man—a man
worthy of a woman like you—I’d have snapped my fingers at all that was
said, but I was obeying my laws, as you say. I simply wasn’t deep enough
nor high enough to do you justice."
He drew the little gate ajar and dragged his tired feet through the
opening. The fence was now between them. She looked down the road. A
woman under a sun-bonnet and little shawl was coming towards them. By a
strange fatality it was Jane Hemingway, but she was not to pass directly
by them, as her path homeward turned sharply to the left a hundred yards
below. They both recognized her.
"I don’t know fully what you mean, Joe," Ann said, softly, "but if you
mean by what you just said that you’d be willing now to—to come back—if
_that’s_ what you mean, I’d have something to say that maybe, in justice
to myself, I ought to say."
"_Would_ I come back? Would I? Oh, Ann, how could you doubt that, when
you see how miserable and sorry I feel. God knows I’d never feel worthy
of you; but if you would—if you only could—let me stay, I—"
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