"I couldn’t consent to _that_, Joe—that’s the point," Ann answered,
firmly. "Anything else on earth but _that_. I expect to provide for
Nettie in a substantial way, and I expect to have a lawyer make it one
of the main conditions that her income depends on her good treatment of
you as long as you and she live. I expect to do that, but the other
matter is different. A woman of my stamp has her pride and her rights,
Joe. I’ve been through a lot, but I can endure just so much and no more.
If—if you _did_ come back, and we was married over again, it would go
out to the world that you had taken _me_ back, and I couldn’t stand
that. My very womanhood rises up and cries out against that in a voice
that rings clear to the end of truth and justice and woman’s eternal
rights. Joe, I’m too big and pure in _myself_ to let the world say a man
who was—was—I’m going to say it—was little enough to doubt my word for
the best part of my days had at last taken _me_ back—taken me back when
my lonely life’s sun was on the decline. No, no, never; for the sake of
unborn girl infants who may have to meet what I fell under when I was
too young to know the difference between the smile of hell and the smile
of heaven, I say No! We’d better live out our days in loneliness
apart—you frail and uncared for, and me on here without a friend or
companion—than to sanction such a baleful thing as that."
"Then I’ll tell you what you let _me_ do," Boyd said, with a flare of
his old youthful adoration in his face. "Let me get down on my knees,
Ann, and crawl with my nose in the dust to everybody that we ever knew
and tell them that I’d begged and begged for mercy, and at last Ann had
taken _me_ back, weak and broken as I am—weak, ashamed, and unworthy,
but back with her in the place I lost through my own narrowness and
cowardice. Let me do that, Ann—oh, let me do that! I can’t go away. I’d
die without you. I’ve loved you all, all these years and had you in my
mind night and day."
Ann was looking at the ground. The blood had mounted red and warm into
her face. Suddenly she glanced down the road. Jane Hemingway was just
turning into the path leading to her home; her eyes were fastened on
them. She paused and stood staring.
"Poor thing!" Ann said, her moist, glad eyes fixed upon Jane. "She is as
sorry and repentant as she can be. Her only hope right now, Joe, is that
we’ll make it up. She used to love you, too, Joe. You are the only man
she ever did love. Let’s wave our hands to her so she will understand
that—we have come to an understanding."
"Oh, Ann, do you mean—" But Ann, with a flushed, happy face, was waving
her hand at her old enemy. As for Boyd, he lowered his head to the fence
and sobbed.
THE END
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