Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“Indeed, I do. Everything good comes from the Father of lights. Every
one that walks in any glimmering of light walks so far in HIS light.
For there is no light—only darkness—comes from below. And man apart
from God can generate no light. He’s not meant to be separated from
God, you see. And only think then what light He can give you if you
will turn to Him and ask for it. What He has given you should make you
long for more; for what you have is not enough—ah! far from it.”
“I think I understand. But I didn’t feel good at all in the matter. I
didn’t see any other way of doing.”
“So much the better. We ought never to feel good. We are but
unprofitable servants at best. There is no merit in doing your duty;
only you would have been a poor wretched creature not to do as you did.
And now, instead of making yourself miserable over the consequences of
it, you ought to bear them like a man, with courage and hope, thanking
God that He has made you suffer for righteousness’ sake, and denied you
the success and the praise of cheating. I will go to your father at
once, and find out what he is thinking about it. For no doubt Mr—-has
written to him with his version of the story. Perhaps he will be more
inclined to believe you when he finds that I believe you.”
“Oh, thank you, sir!” cried the lad, and jumped up from his seat to go
with me.
“No,” I said; “you had better stay where you are. I shall be able to
speak more freely if you are not present. Here is a book to amuse
yourself with. I do not think I shall be long gone.”
But I was longer gone than I thought I should be.
When I reached the carpenter’s house, I found, to my surprise, that he
was still at work. By the light of a single tallow candle placed beside
him on the bench, he was ploughing away at a groove. His pale face, of
which the lines were unusually sharp, as I might have expected after
what had occurred, was the sole object that reflected the light of the
candle to my eyes as I entered the gloomy place. He looked up, but
without even greeting me, dropped his face again and went on with his
work.
“What!” I said, cheerily,—for I believed that, like Gideon’s pitcher, I
held dark within me the light that would discomfit his Midianites,
which consciousness may well make the pitcher cheery inside, even while
the light as yet is all its own—worthless, till it break out upon the
world, and cease to illuminate only glazed pitcher-sides—“What!” I
said, “working so late?”
“Yes, sir.”
“It is not usual with you, I know.”
“It’s all a humbug!” he said fiercely, but coldly notwithstanding, as
he stood erect from his work, and turned his white face full on me—of
which, however, the eyes drooped—“It’s all a humbug; and I don’t mean
to be humbugged any more.”
“Am I a humbug?” I returned, not quite taken by surprise.
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