Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“I don’t say that. Don’t make a personal thing of it, sir. You’re taken
in, I believe, like the rest of us. Tell me that a God governs the
world! What have I done, to be used like this?”
I thought with myself how I could retort for his young son: “What has
he done to be used like this?” But that was not my way, though it might
work well enough in some hands. Some men are called to be prophets. I
could only “stand and wait.”
“It would be wrong in me to pretend ignorance,” I said, “of what you
mean. I know all about it.”
“Do you? He has been to you, has he? But you don’t know all about it,
sir. The impudence of the young rascal!”
He paused for a moment.
“A man like me!” he resumed, becoming eloquent in his indignation, and,
as I thought afterwards, entirely justifying what Wordsworth says about
the language of the so-called uneducated,—“A man like me, who was as
proud of his honour as any aristocrat in the country—prouder than any
of them would grant me the right to be!”
“Too proud of it, I think—not too careful of it,” I said. But I was
thankful he did not heed me, for the speech would only have irritated
him. He went on.
“Me to be treated like this! One child a ...”
Here came a terrible break in his speech. But he tried again.
“And the other a ...”
Instead of finishing the sentence, however, he drove his plough
fiercely through the groove, splitting off some inches of the wall of
it at the end.
“If any one has treated you so,” I said, “it must be the devil, not
God.”
“But if there was a God, he could have prevented it all.”
“Mind what I said to you once before: He hasn’t done yet. And there is
another enemy in His way as bad as the devil—I mean our SELVES. When
people want to walk their own way without God, God lets them try it.
And then the devil gets a hold of them. But God won’t let him keep
them. As soon as they are ‘wearied in the greatness of their way,’ they
begin to look about for a Saviour. And then they find God ready to
pardon, ready to help, not breaking the bruised reed—leading them to
his own self manifest—with whom no man can fear any longer, Jesus
Christ, the righteous lover of men—their elder brother—what we call BIG
BROTHER, you know—one to help them and take their part against the
devil, the world, and the flesh, and all the rest of the wicked powers.
So you see God is tender—just like the prodigal son’s father—only with
this difference, that God has millions of prodigals, and never gets
tired of going out to meet them and welcome them back, every one as if
he were the only prodigal son He had ever had. There’s a father indeed!
Have you been such a father to your son?”
“The prodigal didn’t come with a pack of lies. He told his father the
truth, bad as it was.”
“How do you know that your son didn’t tell you the truth? All the young
men that go from home don’t do as the prodigal did. Why should you not
believe what he tells you?”
“I’m not one to reckon without my host. Here’s my bill.”
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