Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
aid—telling me, I say, how he stood at the corner of a London street,
with the rain, dripping black from the brim of his hat, the dreariest
of atmospheres about him in the closing afternoon of the City, when the
rich men were going home, and the poor men who worked for them were
longing to follow; and how across this waste came energy and hope into
his bosom, swelling thenceforth with courage to fight, and yield no ear
to suggested failure. And the story would not be complete—though it is
for the fact of the arrival of unexpected and apparently unfounded HOPE
that I tell it—if I did not add, that, in the morning, his wife gave
him a letter which their common trouble of yesterday had made her
forget, and which had lain with its black border all night in the
darkness unopened, waiting to tell him how the vanished friend had not
forgotten him on her death-bed, but had left him enough to take him out
of all those difficulties, and give him strength and time to do far
better work than the book which had failed of birth.—Some of my readers
may doubt whether I am more than “a wandering voice,” but whatever I
am, or may be thought to be, my friend’s story is true.
And all this has come out of the winter that I, in the retrospect of my
history, am looking forward to. It came, with its fogs, and dripping
boughs, and sodden paths, and rotting leaves, and rains, and skies of
weary gray; but also with its fierce red suns, shining aslant upon
sheets of manna-like hoarfrost, and delicate ice-films over prisoned
waters, and those white falling chaoses of perfect forms—called
snow-storms—those confusions confounded of infinite symmetries.
And when the hard frost came, it brought a friend to my door. It was Mr
Stoddart.
He entered my room with something of the countenance Naaman must have
borne, after his flesh had come again like unto the flesh of a little
child. He did not look ashamed, but his pale face looked humble and
distressed. Its somewhat self-satisfied placidity had vanished, and
instead of the diffused geniality which was its usual expression, it
now showed traces of feeling as well as plain signs of suffering. I
gave him as warm a welcome as I could, and having seated him
comfortably by the fire, and found that he would take no refreshment,
began to chat about the day’s news, for I had just been reading the
newspaper. But he showed no interest beyond what the merest politeness
required. I would try something else.
“The cold weather, which makes so many invalids creep into bed, seems
to have brought you out into the air, Mr Stoddart,” I said.
“It has revived me, certainly.”
“Indeed, one must believe that winter and cold are as beneficent,
though not so genial, as summer and its warmth. Winter kills many a
disease and many a noxious influence. And what is it to have the fresh
green leaves of spring instead of the everlasting brown of some
countries which have no winter!”
I talked thus, hoping to rouse him to conversation, and I was
successful.
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