Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
As the winter went on, it was sad to look on the evident though slow
decline of Catherine Weir. It seemed as if the dead season was dragging
her to its bosom, to lay her among the leaves of past summers. She was
still to be found in the shop, or appeared in it as often as the bell
suspended over the door rang to announce the entrance of a customer;
but she was terribly worn, and her step indicated much weakness. Nor
had the signs of restless trouble diminished as these tide-marks
indicated ebbing strength. There was the same dry fierce fire in her
eyes; the same forceful compression of her lips; the same evidences of
brooding over some one absorbing thought or feeling. She seemed to me,
and to Dr Duncan as well, to be dying of resentment. Would nobody do
anything for her? I thought. Would not her father help her? He had got
more gentle now; whence I had reason to hope that Christian principles
and feelings had begun to rise and operate in him; while surely the
influence of his son must, by this time, have done something not only
to soften his character generally, but to appease the anger he had
cherished towards the one ewe-lamb, against which, having wandered away
into the desert place, he had closed and barred the door of the
sheep-fold. I would go and see him, and try what could be done for her.
I may be forgiven here if I make the remark that I cannot help thinking
that what measure of success I had already had with my people, was
partly owing to this, that when I thought of a thing and had concluded
it might do, I very seldom put off the consequent action. I found I was
wrong sometimes, and that the particular action did no good; but thus
movement was kept up in my operative nature, preventing it from sinking
towards the inactivity to which I was but too much inclined. Besides,
to find out what will not do, is a step towards finding out what will
do. Moreover, an attempt in itself unsuccessful may set something or
other in motion that will help.
My present attempt turned out one of my failures, though I cannot think
that it would have been better left unmade.
A red rayless sun, which one might have imagined sullen and
disconsolate because he could not make the dead earth smile into
flowers, was looking through the frosty fog of the winter morning as I
walked across the bridge to find Thomas Weir in his workshop. The
poplars stood like goblin sentinels, with black heads, upon which the
long hair stood on end, all along the dark cold river. Nature looked
like a life out of which the love has vanished. I turned from it and
hastened on.
Thomas was busy working with a spoke-sheave at the spoke of a
cart-wheel. How curiously the smallest visual fact will sometimes keep
its place in the memory, when it cannot with all earnestness of
endeavour recall a thought—a far more important fact! That will come
again only when its time comes first.
“A cold morning, Thomas,” I called from the door.
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