Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“I can always keep myself warm, sir,” returned Thomas, cheerfully.
“What are you doing, Tom?” I said, going up to him first.
“A little job for myself, sir. I’m making a few bookshelves.”
“I want to have a little talk with your father. Just step out in a
minute or so, and let me have half-an-hour.”
“Yes, sir, certainly.”
I then went to the other end of the shop, for, curiously, as it seemed
to me, although father and son were on the best of terms, they always
worked as far from each other as the shop would permit, and it was a
very large room.
“It is not easy always to keep warm through and through, Thomas,” I
said.
I suppose my tone revealed to his quick perceptions that “more was
meant than met the ear.” He looked up from his work, his tool filled
with an uncompleted shaving.
“And when the heart gets cold,” I went on, “it is not easily warmed
again. The fire’s hard to light there, Thomas.”
Still he looked at me, stooping over his work, apparently with a
presentiment of what was coming.
“I fear there is no way of lighting it again, except the blacksmith’s
way.”
“Hammering the iron till it is red-hot, you mean, sir?”
“I do. When a man’s heart has grown cold, the blows of affliction must
fall thick and heavy before the fire can be got that will light
it.—When did you see your daughter Catherine, Thomas?”
His head dropped, and he began to work as if for bare life. Not a word
came from the form now bent over his tool as if he had never lifted
himself up since he first began in the morning. I could just see that
his face was deadly pale, and his lips compressed like those of one of
the violent who take the kingdom of heaven by force. But it was for no
such agony of effort that his were thus closed. He went on working till
the silence became so lengthened that it seemed settled into the
endless. I felt embarrassed. To break a silence is sometimes as hard as
to break a spell. What Thomas would have done or said if he had not had
this safety-valve of bodily exertion, I cannot even imagine.
“Thomas,” I said, at length, laying my hand on his shoulder, “you are
not going to part company with me, I hope?”
“You drive a man too far, sir. I’ve given in more to you than ever I
did to man, sir; and I don’t know that I oughtn’t to be ashamed of it.
But you don’t know where to stop. If we lived a thousand years you
would be driving a man on to the last. And there’s no good in that,
sir. A man must be at peace somewhen.”
“The question is, Thomas, whether I would be driving you ON or BACK.
You and I too MUST go on or back. I want to go on myself, and to make
you go on too. I don’t want to be parted from you now or then.”
“That’s all very well, sir, and very kind, I don’t doubt; but, as I
said afore, a man must be at peace SOMEWHEN.”
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