Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
Now, however, that I have quite accounted, as I believe, by the
peculiarity both of my disposition and circumstances, for unusual
wanderings under conditions when most people consider themselves
fortunate within doors, I must return to Catherine Weir, the
eccentricity of whose late behaviour, being in the particulars
discussed identical with that of mine, led to the necessity for the
explanation of my habits given above.
One January afternoon, just as twilight was folding her gray cloak
about her, and vanishing in the night, the wind blowing hard from the
south-west, melting the snow under foot, and sorely disturbing the
dignity of the one grand old cedar which stood before my study window,
and now filled my room with the great sweeps of its moaning, I felt as
if the elements were calling me, and rose to obey the summons. My
sister was, by this time, so accustomed to my going out in all
weathers, that she troubled me with no expostulation. My spirits began
to rise the moment I was in the wind. Keen, and cold, and unsparing, it
swept through the leafless branches around me, with a different hiss
for every tree that bent, and swayed, and tossed in its torrent. I made
my way to the gate and out upon the road, and then, turning to the
right, away from the village, I sought a kind of common, open and
treeless, the nearest approach to a moor that there was in the county,
I believe, over which a wind like this would sweep unstayed by house,
or shrub, or fence, the only shelter it afforded lying in the
inequalities of its surface.
I had walked with my head bent low against the blast, for the better
part of a mile, fighting for every step of the way, when, coming to a
deep cut in the common, opening at right angles from the road, whence
at some time or other a large quantity of sand had been carted, I
turned into its defence to recover my breath, and listen to the noise
of the wind in the fierce rush of its sea over the open channel of the
common. And I remember I was thinking with myself: “If the air would
only become faintly visible for a moment, what a sight it would be of
waste grandeur with its thousands of billowing eddies, and
self-involved, conflicting, and swallowing whirlpools from the
sea-bottom of this common!” when, with my imagination resting on the
fancied vision, I was startled by such a moan as seemed about to break
into a storm of passionate cries, but was followed by the words:
“O God! I cannot bear it longer. Hast thou NO help for me?”
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