Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
I lifted the little fellow in my arms. He had fallen asleep weeping,
and his face was dirty, and streaked with the channels of his tears.
Catherine had snuffed the candle, and now stood with it in her hand,
waiting for me to go. But, without heeding her, I bore my child to the
door that led to their dwelling. I had never been up those stairs
before, and therefore knew nothing of the way. But without offering any
opposition, his mother followed, and lighted me. What a sad face of
suffering and strife it was upon which that dim light fell! She set the
candle down upon the table of a small room at the top of the stairs,
which might have been comfortable enough but that it was neglected and
disordered; and now I saw that she did not even have her child to sleep
with her, for his crib stood in a corner of this their sitting-room.
I sat down on a haircloth couch, and proceeded to undress little
Gerard, trying as much as I could not to wake him. In this I was almost
successful. Catherine stood staring at me without saying a word. She
looked dazed, perhaps from the effects of her fall. But she brought me
his nightgown notwithstanding. Just as I had finished putting it on,
and was rising to lay him in his crib, he opened his eyes, and looked
at me; then gave a hurried look round, as if for his mother; then threw
his arms about my neck and kissed me. I laid him down and the same
moment he was fast asleep. In the morning it would not be even a dream
to him.
“Now,” I thought, “you are safe for the night, poor fatherless child.
Even your mother’s hardness will not make you sad now. Perhaps the
heavenly Father will send you loving dreams.”
I turned to Catherine, and bade her good-night. She just put her hand
in mine; but, instead of returning my leave-taking, said:
“Do not fancy you will get the better of me, Mr Walton, by being kind
to that boy. I will have my revenge, and I know how. I am only waiting
my time. When he is just going to drink, I will dash it from his hand.
I will. At the altar I will.”
Her eyes were flashing almost with madness, and she made fierce
gestures with her arm. I saw that argument was useless.
“You loved him once, Catherine,” I said. “Love him again. Love him
better. Forgive him. Revenge is far worse than anything you have done
yet.”
“What do I care? Why should I care?”
And she laughed terribly.
I made haste to leave the room and the house; but I lingered for nearly
an hour about the place before I could make up my mind to go home, so
much was I afraid lest she should do something altogether insane.
But at length I saw the candle appear in the shop, which was some
relief to my anxiety; and reflecting that her one consuming thought of
revenge was some security for her conduct otherwise, I went home.
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