Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
When she saw me she stopped, and I entered hurriedly, and addressed
her. But I could say nothing better than the merest commonplaces. For
her old manner, which I had almost forgotten, a certain coldness
shadowed with haughtiness, whose influence I had strongly felt when I
began to make her acquaintance, had returned. I cannot make my reader
understand how this could be blended with the sweetness in her face and
the gentleness of her manners; but there the opposites were, and I
could feel them both. There was likewise a certain drawing of herself
away from me, which checked the smallest advance on my part; so that—I
wonder at it now, but so it was—after a few words of very ordinary
conversation, I bade her good morning and went away, feeling like “a
man forbid”—as if I had done her some wrong, and she had chidden me for
it. What a stone lay in my breast! I could hardly breathe for it. What
could have caused her to change her manner towards me? I had made no
advance; I could not have offended her. Yet there she glided up the
road, and here stood I, outside the gate. That road was now a flowing
river that bore from me the treasure of the earth, while my boat was
spell-bound, and could not follow. I would run after her, fall at her
feet, and intreat to know wherein I had offended her. But there I stood
enchanted, and there she floated away between the trees; till at length
she turned the slow sweep, and I, breathing deep as she vanished from
my sight, turned likewise, and walked back the dreary way to the
village. And now I knew that I had never been miserable in my life
before. And I knew, too, that I had never loved her as I loved her now.
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